Tuesday, September 6, 2011
5:54 PM
Today
im too hopeful. i hope of things that can never happen.
i dream of things im told never to dream off.
i want things that i know i can't get.
i sound like a teenage boy but thats how it is now.
i smile and laugh but i ended up crying.
you brought me dreams, laughter and smiles...
you brought me tears, nightmare and false hopes.
but all i ever wanted was to be by your side.
the one you smile to, you cry to, hold on to...
the one who wipe your tears away,
the one who hug you when you succeed
the one who will hold on to your hand when you are nervous.
the one who will sing your birthday song,
the one who hands you your present...
the one who smashes the cake into your clear face...
my list can run as long as possible... but will it ever come true?
i can't believe i could ever hate you yet love you this much.
the closest thing to love is hate... but i felt both for you
thats why you were able to creep into my heart
and stole every single bit of love from all the others.
it's like all the love i have, has your name imprinted in it.
you made me the jealous one... the one i never wanted to be.
but the truth is, all i ever want to be now...
is the one for you.