Today last day of may le. hmmm. don know why leii .. ? like no mood to go on in life .. keep put up and down .. but din text her ..

Today gonna be end if may .. nothing much to say sia ..

Today. ok lah, din have e intention to text her de, but today is like a special day .. 2 person i know .. bday .. plus also air force day .. haha. so i text her lo. well. she reply .. also good lah .. that show that she alive wat ..

ya. tml going to spent money again .. somehow like not worth it ? but nvm, who might know.. maybe .. that always a will there always a way .. so thing is plan and why not go for it leii ..
is within in my base wat .. hmmm .

so let's just wait wait lo .. life go on .. tat day then say ba ..

Today was really lols .. thanks you leii .. for kill abt an hour of mine .. hahaha .. i text u first lo .. small case lah.. u tell mi sth explanade ? i tell u abt i completed my whold run . . ya .. u say ? why should i tell u ? in other word, why u tell me ? explanade and run .. this is update wat .. u are right ? we cant talk well le .. we are comfirm tat we both are tired le .. ya, comfirm .. and i realised tat u nth to say find things to say end up i suan dao u nth to say .. hahaha pai seh lo .. i'm refer to u ... ! still say wat .. even if u agree ?? i not interested ? pls like this is just kill time topic lo .. ended up .. u also dim reply liao .. AVOID .. nvm .. oh .. this it .. u say u think of me ? don know why .. ? i was laughing .... hahahaha .... hahahah .... hahahah ....

u know urself better .. . i admit that i think of u .. that why i step in .. to text u first .. u leii ... ??
ok make it comfirm then .. i doubt u ... ! u also say say only wat ...
listen jiu hao lor .. this world is like tat de wat .. i know it long long ago ...
in this situation see ..
maybe wait for another 5 days ? 10 days then text u ? or maybe nv le .. or maybe aug 12 ?
don know leii .. quite like tat number .. lols ..

oh .. for ur info .. tat day ? make de friend .. see i told u we wont last long .. i din not save e contact anw .. so nvm ...
but then thanks for e entertain ..
but e plan have tell her le leii ..?
i'm laughing at myself .. i bet with all ... she wont make it ..

summary .. everything also say only wat ..

Today .. fri le .. good meh .. ? so so la .. wah .. 3 days liao leii .. k lo .. nth that i can say wat ..
go jurong west area .. to kill time .. maybe kill time can forget u .. hahaha

make a new friend .. i know it wont last .. but just to entertain .. kill time .. k lo .. but i told tat person to cherish e moment when have ..
although like kid .. hmmmm ... kid nowadays .. lols
but then truth leii .. i think recall at all ..

Today .. it's look like it gonna rain .. ? well, but i din not give up .. i still carry on with e run .. and i told myself .. unless it da lei .. then i will stop .. if not, not 1 can stop me .. no 1 k.
on e run .. it's really rain wor .. most of e pp stop running ? well, some still carry on la .. i still carry on too ..
getting heavy lo .. i still din give up .. my point is to tell someone that, don give up that easily ..
be it walk or run .. i also complete my run .. ya

Today .. i think also e same .. ? err .. nope leii .. i din text u at all .. u also din text me wat .. see e point .. ? sth have goes wrong .. ! strongly agree .. but nvm ..
life still carry on .. ok la .. no u ? i also have to eat wat .. right ..
k lo .. give me 3 days not to text u .. see u will text me first not .. although i know u wont ..
still tok wat .. half yr .. say only wat ..
hahaha

Today .. same lo .. text u first .. i know this coukd be stop 1 day .. yup . comfirm .. no worry lah .. i know someoe gonna entertain me soon ..

run for 15 round .. omg spent more than an hour .. i serious din walk leii .. i did run slow .. slow ? nvm .. as long as i did complete it ..
well, where u to cheer me up ?

nearly accident .. tell u le .. we are like cant talk sia .. but nvm .. tell u to cherish e moment ..

Today, 23 05 .. everything have already talk until so white le .. she call me to " wait lo " i wait thinking life still go on wat .. days still will pass ? time still will run .. lols .. at e last .. we even friend also can't be e wat .. this is u wan it.. don't u ? everything i only wan to put up as a show lor .. so i wan feel it even u accept ? maybe a bit happy ? well, if u keep avoid .. ? we also wont last de wat .. u also not my type .. ya .. just entertain lor ..

well, u guys take it as i nothing to do bah .. everything is for show . and entertain .. i myself have alr have a ans .. so do her. u think she will still change ?
let's say she will ? i also entertain her lor ..
well. wat to do ..? carry on finding lah ? well, ya, give each others another half year of time ba ..
we wont make it after all ..
i could say she keep avoid, i can't do anything ..

Today, actually no different leii .. say and do .. ? is a big big different lor .. well .. but u know me ? i say le i will do it .. this time round is still got to be e same .. ya ..
well, as usually .. she avoid . same lo. wat to do ? expected de le
not really not that angry . but somehow know wat to do ? prank for back ..
haha

Today, tgt with pass few days. come out with this result .. totally disappointed with her .. no change at all! still e same like to give excuse .. well, hopeless lor .. all awhle until now .. telling me that her feeling no right wan to stop ? ok lor .. guys .. u know wat .. dim i say in at first ? i did! don ever put e real heart in .. haha .. so now i should celebrate .. ? of cus la ..

next year .. i still think of how to pass her leii .. ? should i talk next year ? should i continue ? anw. in e first place i was joking also .. like putting a show // hahaha.. so now .. to carry on .. ? k lo .. who call her always prank me .. all right. i contact her half year later ..

so is nov 22 .. k lo. frankly speakly .. i don hope big and i keep trying .. but my determination keep holding until next year .. i tld u e date alr ..
as be it u wan to keep it or wat .. ( don think u will wan keep ) so throw into e big blue sea ? or best .. throw away ? .. u decide ba ..

cus i wont think n that u have got thing to tell me ? miracle ? hahaha. like as if u will tell me u will wan me ?

zai yu ni lo .. i'm leaving after that ..

continue finding .. cheer .. without u ? life still goes on ...

anw. give u half year of time see u got change not .. if no .. then tat date same lo ..

Today is a good day .. so any of things i leave to tml than talk .. k
well, although is sunday. but is a special day .. haha ..
so ya, celebrate man .. haha
now time 0955pm. wat should i do ?

i have alr give a step in liao le and yet her excuse is still e same .. no comment after that ..
btw, i have comfirm.. she also kind of yy partten .. so no worry, i don really will put much of my effort in .. but plan is still carry on .. ya ..
ya so just entertain her when she boring lo. plus i also don wan to bluff her anymore .. to tired of thinking alr .. well .. but only bomb her lah .. haha .. ya lor .. make for feel bad ? hmmm. well, after all, i just wan her to like give in a bit lah .. i'm not too much lor ..

well to this point of time e result is 10 % neh .. by looking at e bright side .. ? better than don have la .. at least she say she try and i know of her also .. better than yy ..
so can she keep it up? she will decide for herself ..
oh, and i say that i wont be e one start texting her until she start first .. and when she did .. e first reply to her is .. " wah, u finally wake up " haha .. suan her .. !
starting from tml .. see who can have more nai xin lor . ya.



Today .. went gimmo market .. frank la, i dim hope big as i know e result le .. and since i alr tell myself that my simple request is next year ... bah ... bah .. bah .. ( of cus did prepare for e worth ) i should kan kai isn't ? ya, i did! k, i told her i leave to her for meeting up wise .. so no worry la. everything still e same .. i mindset is like have .. have lo .. don have i also got nth to say ..
just put it in e bad way to say ? at least got a push and like wat kim say .. i have found someone to work hard for .. life goes on .. ( if w/o her )

i don know should i play this way ? from next week going on .. i avoid her for few days and see wat she can do ? but somehow i did ? like .. . see how it goes .. or put it this way .. ? wait for her to text me first ? like everything also wait for her ? lols .. actually this idea not bad leii .. ( but wat if she dim reply me at all ) shall see lo .. life goes on wat .. laugh .. i believe she will ? hopefully ?
and i do really hope that she NOT another yy .. ya

frank, life getting meaningless sia .. anyone can tell me why? bet u guys also don know .. but nvm ..

life goes on ..

life goes on w/o u by my side ? is really empty!






Today now is midnight 12 35am .. hmmm. talking abt ytd .. ya, after late noon, totally no mood. cus of her! is like very hard to believe her words leii ? such as like say wat .. awhile end sch ? awhile reach home liao .. ? timing wise like not match leii ..
but nvm lah. she need time to take it .. but like i have say, she really show imporvenment le. this she say abt my bf .. haha
ya give her more time .. well, i think i try avoid her for 1 wk .. see wat she can do .. and hope that i do it .. although is hard ..

to be frank, like normal thinking ? is this a prank? give me of 3 months of time to try it out la .. provided not accident could happen .. hopefully :l

there are still wat can i say ? nothing ..? just now is really a bit piss dao lah .. but i should stand on her shoes and say .. ? ya .. avoid .. so let's wait bah ..
and i told her tat i've choose e right choice. tat's refer to i wanna be serious, and not thinking like last time .. yeah .. shall see she text me from now ..
and remember .. everything got to stop on oct ..

Today 0505 .. nice number ..
hmmm .. now 10 more months to go .. ( complate e full project ) 300 days bah :) i also lost count sia .. this is good i could said ? haha .. now my life ins't emo anymore cus i alr have u by my side .. hehe .. cheer ! thanks, now yi lu you ni .. life is fill with rainbow. :-) well, u try .. finally.
0n e 3 and 4 . com was down. that why i dim online lo. now it's words. all right this 3 days mah.. okokokok lahhh.. memories adding to my life .. hehe .. but this answer to me have alr comfirm. this time i will really try my best as i believe i can do it .. ( no more trouble )
this is e time i start doing something meaningful. yeah :) grow up le leii ? lols ..
oh. anw, she improving herself daily lah. jia you.
and i today told her some fact sia .. hope no offend to her









Today .. also quite interesting lah, here it goes, hmmm, i still tok today very hard to pass ? as the very early alr kanna scolding liao .. but then i do enjot every moment for e day. yeah .. not tat silly ? u guy will ask why kanna scolding still so happy ? hmmm, happey moment happen ? she accept me le leii .. haha . COMFIRM liao .. CHEER! i fall down also happy for e joy lo :D

hmmm, the problem is .... is like i wanna use 3 months of time to like forget her ? but this point of time she accept me leii .. how ? wat can i say leii ? but i will face it de lor .. yeah ..

k, see ar .. like i just had a cold bathe .. was clod but cool .. so, summary .. as long as can handle well, that alr a path to go ..

started today, 2 may 2011. 2.46.00pm. okok. i promise u, nv will i let it end ..
be confident in me ok. ya

ok, now i'm gg to chat w her liao .. cheer .. haha .. nv let it end ..

Today .. is 1 may .. CHEER ! 4 more days to go .. to reacn another 10 months. CHEER again .. lols . not really that boring la, although also sleep though out ? lols .. well, been doing someting super meaningful .. thanks, i can tell that u accepted e fate and u are enjoy it .. thanks god for giving me this chance for this litter memories ..

( this is refer to personal matter )

[ not regarding HER at all ]

for her case .. okay la .. got a bit improvement . i finally ask her email ? ok la. she give. i told her i have gain a level up . but she like ... don care de leii .. sometime i really think must i really need to wait till next year ?

just as if she will come ? am i wasting my time mah ? take a rise ? at least it is a great tui dong li for this 10 months later .. ask myself thing .. life go on .. isn't it .. ?

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