Sunday, February 27, 2011
6:06 PM
Today 27 feb le, 1 more day to end this feb. hahaha. fast eh. faster .. lols. march coming, of cus got plan la.
well, everything make it over bah? like i say de, first 3 months is e most important de? well, may 3. wait lor? but in my heart, i'm thinking that this date for mi is to contact her .. in between, if she dim contact mi? well. i agreed k. ( you guess should know what i'm talking abt la. )
even though, " someone " treat mi this way, isn't e correct way la. but still i want god to pray for her la. cus at least she someone who i know and she ever given mi memories, ( a bit ) thanks :l all the best to u bah
now, 6.30 sharp. yes, make a final answer le. ok bah.
all right, i'm should be happy, cus few more days to complate half of e project. yeah man :D
Saturday, February 26, 2011
8:37 AM
Today, so early wake up mah? nope ? dim sleep at all night. here to post. since things keep having all pattern? all things keep change ? and all things will come to an end, this is for sure. like i say, it's just sooner or later. i've teying my best le. but some much pattern coming out ? telling mi move to some where? " someone " say so ? then why wan to start ? even 3 years old kid also don believe lor. somemore say e day before most problem is our last meet ? ok lor. also good la.
ok, lucky that day thurs, take leave to settle mi and u . well, i'm glad that i had already given u back all e things le. anw, u bomb mi and i bomb u. fair ma! well, now this point of time, u guys know mi well? i not try here to add strong or wat, but i wanna say is i'm really numb. in e first place i don deny i doubt her at every words she say.
woooo....
walk and see how bah.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
7:44 PM
Today, hahaha, ( act out ) hmmm, 22-o2-2011. nice date sia. well, i find something stupid! really lor. ytd de topic still drug until today. somemore is still in e early noon. so f. nvm. woooo. reason being numb. seriously this fri going to end lor. not going to call her or wat tml. but will do something silly .. lols .. hmmm. right now, is like taking risk la. like betting i should say .. bo bian le, is either win or lose, ya, show time on friday. nope, not gg to waste money on some item sio. plus save time also. the most i thing got to waste within $5 bah. ok ok la. dolation eh. lols. in my heart i seriously wan her de la. well, like wat she say, rest awhile lor? but .. hmmm. don forget leii, e outcome result i think u guys use backside to think also will think out de sia.. ya, just hope for miracles.. if there is ..
ehh .. i don know wat to say as i know i'm numb, got got lor.. everything also can't force. but my main point is i wan pass her something and see her last, even if she gotta nothing say, ya. guys, bless her ok. things gotta be end it have to be end de .. for mi, e memories is more than enough,
i only could say, every min n sec , ( when i leave this place ) is very " zhen gui " i did cherish it! did u.
choose is urs baby,
not only u tired, i too. less than 3 ... .... weeks, u say how many time? lols .. well, only e moment ( date ) is happy? nature bah. i don deny i'm numb in whatever words u say or promises for e passed few 2 wks. (hear in n out)
see on friday u say what lor. my main is pass to u and i jiu leave, should be will reach at 11 bah. should be..
everything got to wait, oh i don deny too, i haven give up u. got miracle?
Monday, February 21, 2011
7:25 PM
Today 21/02/ mon. hmmm, didn't feel like to blog de, was at e place. well, actually wanna get post on last sat, in fact, it's last fri. but don't either, maybe i also not tat really know how to treasure bah. i must admit, i was in low mood for e pass weekend. even went to " waste " time see her on sun. she also don treasure it?! pissed mi off. but could she have some problem. i doubt so. only today, a finally ans hab been make .. ok lor. to be frank, i somehow also agreed la. but i'm going to lost her sio. ya, ( but last min ) she say actually she just want a rest >.< ok ok. i do have e time lor, ya,hope after a centain peroid of time she will make up her choice. hmmm, i also do make up my choice. ( should i ?) let her keep e key chage. if she gotta ready then pass to mi bah, if there's no chance le then give her bah, and also zu fu her eh. yes i will.
will get it done by this fri. oh, it's could be e last time i cook for her le. well, will cook for her to eat. hope that still got e chance la.
just hope that we keep contact :l
i should say, hope tat all e things she say is not just say only.
last fri i like that went off .. was i wrong ?? err, okok , maybe?? but who did think of mi? walk back leii ? well, i didn't regret that i leave lor. in e first place " someone " should know wat important. but nvm. sat, again, i don deny i did doubt her .. keep " waiting her " at e bus stop. ANW, to be frank w everyone. that moment of time i'm at home. well, in e first place i know she wont turn up, why should i put e effort there leii .. in e end she really never turn up, nvm,
don know why leii. probaby my numbless incress to next level? i seriously don have e feel that out of e sudden gottat so many bomb leii .. only is e few short memories did i treasure it, yes i did! thanks. to this girl, i want somemore can, shall wait - since already wait her 32 months 26 days ( serious ) well, i still can afford to wait for 1 more yr eh. seriously, unless there's miracle, if not, i alr expected le.
hey friend? what can i say .. ?? hope that this is not a prank bah ..
i will try my best to matain it bah. but wat i could say is if she don put in some effort then .. ya, no result de. so ya, " not urs, it's wont be urs eh "
i believe her la. oh, got good news eh .. hahahahaha!!!!!