Today, 29-01-2011. hmmm. few more days to goes .. and i have been waiting for this day for 4 years. wait till neck also long liao le .. lols .

last few days, mood really wasn't all right at all.

i seriously don blame anyone la. cus this is god will. well. well. perhap bad thing done alot bah?

25-01 -- tue .. was really told at e very last minutes lor .. need to leave local. wat to do? who care? no way man. i shouldn't have this kind of thinking lor. cus this is my task. so ya .. but before that i told her i will call her ( before i leave ) her. and cus of my soft heart again sia. (can't bare w it leii) i did call her up. was expected that she dim pick up my call lor. so not surprise. most surprise was, why she return mi a text whereby telling mi to call her again ..? and i still in local abt to leave .. wat a prank. isn't it very "can ren". again?? that might be my last time calling her le la. anyway, she say .. she will wait for mi till that days.. should i doubt her .. i really don know ..

26-01 -- wed. at least still got a reply from her, well, need to go for very far? then had e resetion lor. well, i went (with a group for pp) to make phone call, to u ( baby ) i don know why ? she sim wan to pick up .. perhap scare of bill bah. anyway, got a bit expected, kk, nvm.

27-01-- thurs. i wont deny this, i choose not to go for a far distan to make calls to her. cus it's expected de. but i keep waiting for her text .. this show wat sia? but she did not even sent any.

28-01 -- fri. i went for to that stupid far place to make calls and sms ( alone ) but guess wat .. hais .. did she miss me at all ? forget it .. a lame ans for myself .. she scare her bill .. this push mi on ...

29-01 -- sat. today, back at 12pm. totally piss off. call her sms her .. it's all crap!!!!! why treat mi this way .. just cus of her bad mood ? wth! but after a few text she did return mi a text, this show that she still alive .. okok. and she told mi to leave her alone .. ok lor. i shall wait till she call mi bah.

don know why, (also don know wat she wan) i came back le still dim even sent mi a regard .. really don know wat she thinking sia! someitime good sometime bad de! i only could say is i will cherish a good side bah :l

hopefully tml we can start chat le.

anyway, i avoid her a few days bah. till she call mi? don know leii.. hais. should let her try e pain of losing mi. lols.

actually tat something keep bother mi leii .. i wanna share w her de ? but she also not in her mood .. wat for to share ? tio bo .? forget ..

think should enough le la. taking it as it's a prank bah, she just like e other yy. ok lor ..

i miss jie. well, really, promise are to boken, i now then know. ( is it too late) i really see till very kai liao le.

should be happy mood, baby u still rmb wat u said de mah .. ? on that day, u told mi my phone MUST keep it w mi at all time. hais .. sorry i can't promise u ..

and i still that word. " it's meaningless "

need to avoid u mah?