Monday, January 31, 2011
8:22 PM
Today, still e same leii. hmmm. realise tat got better la. anw, gotta new thing le lor .. haha. yeah. new things had been set up liao. yeah! last day of jan le lor .. fast wor ( faster better ) lols. 338 more days eh. tml jiu feb le. oh. half day for tml. celebrate! cheer! think most likely will go fishing bah. hmmm.
actually i realise that hor. if don be so greedy? everything is already up there le. ya. i now then agree to it lor ")
Sunday, January 30, 2011
4:46 PM
Today - 30 liao. haha. 1 more days to end this entries month. which mean .. err, few more days to cny. should be in happy ( double ) mood eh. k lor. shouldn't be thinking of e past anymore lor. cus it's alr over. like i say de mah, gotta treasure it, so wat if it's gone? it's only can say everything is a moment eh, will come to an end de la. it's just sooner or later.
eh - i looking at e bright side leii. happy for mi bo? lucky wat ? 'm numb sia. so no feeling or maybe i will say a bit bah? no worry la. lols.
well - i know what i'm doing la. so old liao? lols. if still don know? u better killed mi sia. hmmm. to mi, we are just a hi hi good bye .. anw, fyi. err .. on tat day then ask lor. actually say frankly la. she just keep thinking of negative? lack of confident? ya, start simple.
wooo .. letting go is so cool .... 399 of days to goes! seriously i don know will u wait? but i know is my days will past even w/o u. it ia a great start? if u accept on tat day. so if there a miracle or not .. god will okay ..
my situation now. got 1 day is 1 day. i only could say, i'm holding such rank but ni one to share with sia. but no matter wat, there still pp de la. just that e final pp haven been found? nvm nvm nvm. this is nothing leii .. ? ask on that day is equal end on that day.
kk. happy mood happy mood happy mood.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
10:20 PM

Today, 29-01-2011. hmmm. few more days to goes .. and i have been waiting for this day for 4 years. wait till neck also long liao le .. lols .
last few days, mood really wasn't all right at all.
i seriously don blame anyone la. cus this is god will. well. well. perhap bad thing done alot bah?
25-01 -- tue .. was really told at e very last minutes lor .. need to leave local. wat to do? who care? no way man. i shouldn't have this kind of thinking lor. cus this is my task. so ya .. but before that i told her i will call her ( before i leave ) her. and cus of my soft heart again sia. (can't bare w it leii) i did call her up. was expected that she dim pick up my call lor. so not surprise. most surprise was, why she return mi a text whereby telling mi to call her again ..? and i still in local abt to leave .. wat a prank. isn't it very "can ren". again?? that might be my last time calling her le la. anyway, she say .. she will wait for mi till that days.. should i doubt her .. i really don know ..
26-01 -- wed. at least still got a reply from her, well, need to go for very far? then had e resetion lor. well, i went (with a group for pp) to make phone call, to u ( baby ) i don know why ? she sim wan to pick up .. perhap scare of bill bah. anyway, got a bit expected, kk, nvm.
27-01-- thurs. i wont deny this, i choose not to go for a far distan to make calls to her. cus it's expected de. but i keep waiting for her text .. this show wat sia? but she did not even sent any.
28-01 -- fri. i went for to that stupid far place to make calls and sms ( alone ) but guess wat .. hais .. did she miss me at all ? forget it .. a lame ans for myself .. she scare her bill .. this push mi on ...
29-01 -- sat. today, back at 12pm. totally piss off. call her sms her .. it's all crap!!!!! why treat mi this way .. just cus of her bad mood ? wth! but after a few text she did return mi a text, this show that she still alive .. okok. and she told mi to leave her alone .. ok lor. i shall wait till she call mi bah.
don know why, (also don know wat she wan) i came back le still dim even sent mi a regard .. really don know wat she thinking sia! someitime good sometime bad de! i only could say is i will cherish a good side bah :l
hopefully tml we can start chat le.
anyway, i avoid her a few days bah. till she call mi? don know leii.. hais. should let her try e pain of losing mi. lols.
actually tat something keep bother mi leii .. i wanna share w her de ? but she also not in her mood .. wat for to share ? tio bo .? forget ..
think should enough le la. taking it as it's a prank bah, she just like e other yy. ok lor ..
i miss jie. well, really, promise are to boken, i now then know. ( is it too late) i really see till very kai liao le.
should be happy mood, baby u still rmb wat u said de mah .. ? on that day, u told mi my phone MUST keep it w mi at all time. hais .. sorry i can't promise u ..
and i still that word. " it's meaningless "
need to avoid u mah?
Monday, January 24, 2011
8:03 PM

Today 24 01 2011. hmmm, nearly 1 wk? dim come posting? well well. same bah? busy w centain things. Past weekend lot? of memories added to mi. be it is a dream? or not? really thanks to yx.
220111 - not that late but it noon. i went to prepare for bike racing. place keep changing n changing. finally agree on kangi to vivo. all right, i know that i shouldn't had take part. but till to some reason, (should i say out) dk leii. during e race, i was totally lost sia. and did really think of yx. this really push me on..
put my phone at home sia. Blogger, u guess wat, did i do e right thing? by putting my phone at home ? (yes) yx give mi a total of 12 messages n 6 missed calls. It's was dem touching with 1 of e massages. will be post up soon. i came back on e next morning, 6am, make a called to her. didn't expect her to pick up. but a few minture later she return text. haha! without fail i called up her. and explain to her. i comfirm not dream! cmfirm plus chop! she said e things, it's really touching, nearly cry out .. after e great fall! thanks. and i'm sorry baby, i had let u angry for e day.
if i dim bring my phone out? i wont know u missed mi de mah.. and u did say " don know why, i'm just like part of your life " " if i wouldn't missed u? why should i scam u so much of messages? or calls " seriously, very touching! :).
now this moment, 08 19 55 pm. telling u this " don always think of negative " ! be confident all right. what past gotta be past alr mah. i zai hu is ur ( our ) future. 405 more days for u to give mi a answer, i do hope for miracle lah. but after tat, i don deny, if it's negative? i will go mia for a period.
i don know why sia, why can't call u ? nor u call mi? i know u aren't lazy de? u just refuse to call sia. why? u know urself better ? u got mi in ur heart de, but u really just say e opp word?! what if 1 day i no longer around? i'm sincern de, don think of keep say hurt all right .. pls accept on tat day.
i've been waiting miracle that u will call wo.
today, totally piss off! is happy whereby not need to do " drawing " is sad that being told to be raod sweaper. WTH! i'm so talented ? call mi do this .. wat this ! nvm! baby laugh eh. k, nvm.
nvm nvm nvm.
sorry too .. that moment, u really a nagging. ans given, shall see ..
5 more days to go, to start countdown for 400 days. to be franks, wait for mi till tat days okay bo. pei mi see sunset hao mah?
summay : let e past be bygones, to achive e present.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
8:04 PM
Today, i should be super happy in e morning. but ended up, you guess can guess de dao de la. still have to wait lor :l .. wait till mon? i was told this .. ok ok lor .. wait lor. whole day was so emo, taking e old drawing ( rejected ) to put on table for show only. to whoever walk pass, at least show that i got something to tast to do lor. in fact, i don deny i keep looking at my phone though out =.= 1 minute pass 1 minture, keep looking at e time to pass also. actually waiting for yx to text mi. ya. indeed. wang tian bu gu fun you xin rern .. ( haha, chinese not bad leii ) yx really text mi. hahaha.
only just, i called her and she pick up. even though she dim pick up my first call. ya, is this mean that yao jian chi?? okok i will de. to me now as long as i can hear her voice i jiu happy lor .. lols. oh she just called mi up eh. hope everyday also like this. yeah! :D she even promise that everyday wake up text mi. haha. cool. oh and i have a surprise on someday? be it is a prank or not? i still got a photo to take w her when we meet. all right. will be post up eh. hahaha.
hopefully my wishes come truth. i have found u. hmmm. jia you @@
Saturday, January 15, 2011
10:04 PM
Today, i thik that eveerything that happen was too fast. like i say de, where on earth got so free e gift that come so easy ?? wat i test is right? although she pass ? but sooner or later she will fail de. but i will still spent e period with her .. as in see how lor. it's nonsense lor. got go meet lover still wan pp pei? seriously. is like so extra sia. so " spot light "
my answer is : i can't change her thinking ? then forget it. still carry on finding eh.
but i'm fair de la. i will give her time and time limit is comfirm enough! and reasonable de.
that all i wan to say, everything walk n see .. this is truth!
414 days to end of mi n her. hopefully after that we could be tgt.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
7:59 PM
Today, 13 01 2011. finally waited for so long e time approved le. Good news? On e others hand leii, lost $1740 sia. summary, got good and bad lor. So u guys will ask which one is e important ? err, of cus e one that i have been waited for so long de la! but still need to wait for 1 more day for approved, my question now is, tml really approved? Now my feeling is like floating leii .. to nowhere lor. just a few more hours i can't wait mah? where are my determination out of e sudden? because of $1740? partly bah .. should i put it this way say ??
last night was happy, 12 plus then sleep. cus ( wont say finally ) out of a sudden got 1 baby. haha. all right, be it is wat .. just treasure. hmmm. my titler okay.. lols. today, the whole morning thanks to her, oh. ytd thanks to Kim (mei mei). they pei mi lor .. wah! now 08 08 pm. nothing better to do. waiting for baby to reach home then call mi lor.. although i hate waiting ? but just wait lor ..
so far so good lah. time will prove. agree?
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
7:55 PM
Today, like that passed? lols. as i know day will pass de mah, it's just how u gonna think only. it's truth! laugh nor cry also 1 day to go thought. so, you think of urself wat u guys want for ur day bah. hahaha. i make up my choice de le. yup. finally right? lols. just tell someone "something very important" well, cus it's gonna end one day de ? so, might as well to tell now.. tio bo ....
Quite proud of myself eh. i let go of lot of things and i did get back wat i give .. hahahaha. this show god are fair .. hmmm, must believe leii.
what will happen tml leii ? hmmm. very fast? half year ago, i entred to somewhere, fast eh. alr half year! oh, world cup final - i still can recalled this date lor. lols.
days will pass de .. who care abt wat 14 months later leii .. someone alr so fu yan de lor .. why should i care ?
and most of e things are plan? all right! don wish much, just everything go smoothly.
WITH a fresh new start. i don believe with my will power, i can't find YOU.
btw. today date is 11 01 2011.
53 more days to end half of e project.
418 more days to complete e whole project.
will this girl fulfil mi to pei me see sunset ? miracle? stated clearly. i wont be contact anyone(her) when e date draw near. anw, she can find mi there de, if she really got e heart ..
take care :-)
Sunday, January 9, 2011
5:51 PM
Today, sunday le. 9th eh. which mean still got how many more days to go leii? very super fast hor ..
all right, last night, jie used e wrong tone lor! anyhow scold? but used to it le la. so wont put it into heart. the main issue is why she say such word to her beloved n wanna " me " to help up? ooop! nope! i can't do anything de! err. i may not know (but i guess out) ur problem, wat i can say is u are e main person to solve this matter. although some word are said to mi, very harsh la.. i still take u as my jie. ya. (err, sorry ar, i did scold u siao zao bo la) hopefully jie, wat u say is just say only .. everything will be fine for u :l
hmmm. my problem ar .. 14 months later then can solve leii. 14 months for a answer .. this bet is too big? well, many say not worth leii? they aren't mi ? they wont know leii.. but my determination is there okay. hahaha.
since got e time to wait, then wait lor .. lols. 14 months also not that long mah. days still need to pass .........
14 months de story is planning alr.. ya.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
8:36 PM
Today, 6 jan. starting with a brand new year.. hmmm. wah! been 15 days never come on blog. busy bah ( reason again ) lols. it could be. ya. telling everyone tat, if u don know how to treasure? wat e point "others" work so hard leii. ? what i can say i say le :)
now, i wanna just be happy x 1000
that all.
simple right ..
indeed.
thanks to those who given mi memories, thanks.
thanks to those who let mi see ur true colours for e past 1 years.
thanks.
no-longer e past weida
no-longer soft hearted anymore!
stay happy :D