Friday, May 28, 2010
12:08 AM

Today, feeling quite low .. miss those time that we were together, the pain, the laugh, the cry. and now, the alonely. final have e courage to carry on. is it because of time getting lesses? minute going off faster..? the 6 more days ahead are hell to mi.. how should i overcome it ? can i ? wat if ( i dim come back le ) somehow (i quite scare) is not to loss everything, but to loss you. but why can't time just return? as though we are still together. it's a very weird feeling that i'm carry on to now.
nowadays, hardly sleep well. just because that accident? it's over but why can't i just carry over? ever since this incident alr past le half yrs liao. half yrs le. how have u all been? still rmb wo ( only ur ans is important ) no - is well expected!
after saying so much, feel better than just now le :) thanks to those who show concern. ya. 6 days of hell, everyones know .. but not everyone have e will power to go on .. but i have (talk big) hahaha. i told myself this, when i come back, i wanna explain everything to this friend of mine. be it it take half yrs ahead (or more) to to go. i'll wan to see this friend last look. ya. but if really can't then ... .. then fated bah :] as jie told mi, life also have to carry on ..
" i tell myself, i know she happy, i know a can be more happy then her "
ya, btw, this jie hor, don't charge mi for e copy right eh .. lols! :D
sad news kaha's dad .. byebye le. did send my last respect to him. the feeling is like how i loss u ..
to be continue tml..
oh, guys! tomorrow is ph day wor. do enjoy, hahaha.. will go drink up (before 6 days of hell start) just 6 days. wait for mi can?????