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Third Febuary
NPCC IS LOVE
Art & Design / Product Design Student
Zi Feng Tang Ginna
~~LYT Company~~
~~JCC Worker~~
Interior Designer / designer of photopages
~~Wei Yi master~~

want to be

happy go lucky
like to be happy
like to be myself
lot of thing to be complate in life
dun like to tell everyones (my story)
but only to those who understand

Aim

i will get it;

~~Be N.T UI~~
~~To get full family photo~~
Go Hongkong
Converse jacket
~~converse bag~~
~~buy DSLR Cam~~
~~pass my 3C car licinse~~
~~drive horda odyesse~~
~~buy my own bike~~
~~buy swatch watch~~
buy black version swatch watch
G2000 clothes
~~buy apple laptop~~
waiting 05 march 2012
~~get her e-mail/msn add~~
meet her for lunch/movie
~~meet her awhile~~
~~cook for her~~
start holding her hand
~~run 10 round ( inner )~~
~~run 15 round ( inner )~~
~~run 10 round ( outer )~~
~~run 20 round ( outer )~~

loves

it's for life;

dark dark chocolate
driving horda odyesse
speeding
badminton
chill crab
rainbow
sunny rain

hates

it's for life;

empty promises
people bluff mi
china chicken

Songs

enjoy them;

Sunday, May 30, 2010

11:12 AM

A new life start from my hand ..

Today - sunday le. sunny rain. haha. sunday with sunny rain. something that will come with double happiness. well, i think next week will then will fufill bah :] hahaha. hopefully :D all right. i do enjoy e sunny rain lo. well, was remimded from oldest generation that sunny rain wasn't good for health. is that so? truth bah. nowdays people keep sick. (tired or due to e rain)

at last night 3am sia, (ting called up) ting n her bf err err .. la -.- call mi out for drink .. i'm sleeping de lo .. idoit lo .. drive to east cousre park .. see her drink n fa xie lo .. while i;m in sleeping mood .. lols. u numb my hand again .. u evil, but i still forgive u la. :]

nowadays younger hor .. bah bah bah .. .

rushing for time .. ... breakfast ---> sleep. oh .. blog first la.. then orh orh .. 6 days coming .. pray for mi pls .. fei chang kan ji ni .. v^.^v

plus so fast lo .. 2 days later, june le. this year just like that past half year liao ... ..

Saturday, May 29, 2010

9:48 PM

Today - is e right time blogging bah .. ya .. msn chatting .. trying my luck to see is chow yen online not.. but guess wat sia .. my nai xin proof mi .. thanks sia .. :] she chatting with mi now. and the time now is 12am. hmmm, well, luck in on my side liao .. haha :D

oh .. ytd n today, this point of time on mr zhou's story .. don know why either leii .. maybe next wk bah .. ya

hmmm, still msn w her, her reply was .. . .. lols .. well, not so early sleep la. so wait lo..

all right, wanna say min and in went dem fast lo :] soon, e 6 days gonna start ..

just now went to vivo, pass by mu - ee shop. dim went in, as xiao yi tell mi not to .. reason being .. . . bah bah bah. all right.. stand outside see see lo. for awhile only la. anw, e feeling also not there wat .. ya..

home quite late .. now gg sleep. so how tired liao .. bye guys :] stay happy ") cheer vo.ov

Friday, May 28, 2010

11:45 PM

today - well, this then e right time for mi to post. hmmm, was raining, cool. was after dinner then run back home. the feeling is like all e bao fu have been throw away liao. is a fresh new start again .. haha. err, err, hopefully on monday don fall sick la.

wooo .. be it fair or not fair now, to me - is not important anymore. not important such as like (not fair) also have to take it. happy or sad - also have to take it. why not just smile with everything that given (by god) by order. it's just tat min of pain or joy eh ..

well, as agree bah .. after pain gain joy ? is that truth? so how it is .. just look at e bright side bah .. it's a test to everything lo :) everyone have to face it b4 success.

for e time being still not bad la .. just tat i hate to own pp $. but will return soon (next month). oh .. guys .. pls don fight over small matter.. really, cus it's only will get hurt .. we want peace pls ..

after some thinking, explain got use meh ? it's just as good as wasting my time lo. since it's alr over tat long.. then jiu nvm lo. take time to rest more worth it .. this is truth.

min and min past .. getting closes to e 6 days le ..

10:50 AM

always believe - after e rain, rainbow appear..

today, sunny. good. now, is not e right timing to post, ya but then since o free then blog lo. err, read hl's blog. dim know tat i stand so much (as a friend). it's so touch :l. should i get contact hl? maybe after my pop bah. well, call ad to call bah. gib a suprise to hl also not bad right .. well, life contain surprise. read kim's post. well, a good mr right she had, wc. hmmm. read yx de post -- like never update .. left within 2 min. next jo, same la, contact her, also dim reply. busy till like tat meh? next -- miss pear, as usual, still so emo kia. see e pic then off i go .. follow by ah yun, well, agree tat i'm lazy bah o.ov read a few line off i go .. haha. welll, last but not e least .. u guys must be wondering who? ya. i DIDN"T read it .. perhap i scare i cry ?? lols ! am i serious?

well, well, since everything i had touch up on liao .. am i ready to take up e challenge of tat 6 days ? i keep asking asking and asking since wed .. where faith?? confirdent?? and where love???

half yrs le, can't u forgive mi? get back to mi..........

jie, memories are hardly to forget? agree ..

- hl's post make mi know i worth doing everything.

12:08 AM

Today, feeling quite low .. miss those time that we were together, the pain, the laugh, the cry. and now, the alonely. final have e courage to carry on. is it because of time getting lesses? minute going off faster..? the 6 more days ahead are hell to mi.. how should i overcome it ? can i ? wat if ( i dim come back le ) somehow (i quite scare) is not to loss everything, but to loss you. but why can't time just return? as though we are still together. it's a very weird feeling that i'm carry on to now.

nowadays, hardly sleep well. just because that accident? it's over but why can't i just carry over? ever since this incident alr past le half yrs liao. half yrs le. how have u all been? still rmb wo ( only ur ans is important ) no - is well expected!

after saying so much, feel better than just now le :) thanks to those who show concern. ya. 6 days of hell, everyones know .. but not everyone have e will power to go on .. but i have (talk big) hahaha. i told myself this, when i come back, i wanna explain everything to this friend of mine. be it it take half yrs ahead (or more) to to go. i'll wan to see this friend last look. ya. but if really can't then ... .. then fated bah :] as jie told mi, life also have to carry on ..

" i tell myself, i know she happy, i know a can be more happy then her "

ya, btw, this jie hor, don't charge mi for e copy right eh .. lols! :D

sad news kaha's dad .. byebye le. did send my last respect to him. the feeling is like how i loss u ..

to be continue tml..

oh, guys! tomorrow is ph day wor. do enjoy, hahaha.. will go drink up (before 6 days of hell start) just 6 days. wait for mi can?????

Sunday, May 23, 2010

5:25 PM

Today, today, it's like super rush for mi .. no idea why either ..

Saturday, May 22, 2010

11:47 PM

Today, this post should be posted last night .. but nvm at all. the result is still e same. i'm wanted to said that today gathering should i go ? or not to go ? due to money problem .. ya.. i also will have money problem meh ? well well, ya. dim go at all. but was with xiao yi. hmmm. watch movie. overall spent .... lols.. still okay la.. haha ")

thinking abt wat am i going to do next .. think and think and think .. finally got an answer. ya. stay strong lo :)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

6:34 PM

Today, back to post now. haha ") this wk is fast, next week ( tml ) hmmm, tell u guys next week bah. lols. take care guys :)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

9:14 PM

我把爱铺成蓝天让不安的你一抬头就看得见
我把心烧成火焰让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠
我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶
第几个100天还是很有感觉用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋两个人手一牵连命运都改变
我把心烧成火焰让怕黑的你拥着温暖入眠
我晓得时间如雪有时候会覆盖一切
但是真爱一如倔强会重生的绿叶
第几个100天还是很有感觉用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
第几个100天也像刚热恋两个人手一牵连命运都改变
曾有的敏感脆弱在我的胸口你就躺下来别说了
将有的固执冲动我也会拥抱你安抚着体谅你心疼着wooh...
第几个100天越来越有感觉用眼睛去素描你内心的世界
管过多少100天也像刚热恋两个人手一牵连命运都改变
当守护变信念连泪水都很甜

Today sat. mid of may le. half yrs going gone soon .. ya! oh. this come to my mind now. that night was e last night i saw him. (last time) bought beer for him, take it as i jin him bah .. now he gone, sad to say that. all right, i've to tell u guys tat i dim have any of regretment on tat night ..

life is here n there .. no fair ? fair ? it's just e word.

well well, (weap of my tear) finding e right person is so hard .. is it to say that not to give up? jiu will find it? somehow i think that Mr peter qiu or yue lao is prank on us (mi) this is a test and i (everyone) have to face it de. pls note alr.. must pass it witj flying colour eh. and not just pass .. lols.
well, i'm giving up.. really, not joking u!

right now, i'm thinking for HL. be it is her words, sy because of to say or say from her heart. (listen up) thanks you so much. err, well, at least i know that whatever i do, there are people understanding. that alr v good liao ..

now. (12.24am) 933, play this song .. is my memories .. if i tell u i never think of anything now, that must be a biggest white i had make .. ya.

forget mi... n let mi forget those memories ......

Sunday, May 9, 2010

6:08 PM

Today - this weekend was so dem .. . don know how to type out e feeling to explain at all .. wondering why it's me ? well, looking at e bright side ? don look also must look lor .. lols. ar bo what can i think wor .. well, final it's over. at tt moment, i dim think of much. looking at airplane, star. making a wish with my both hand in my porket.. lols. pray hard it's work.

as many hundred days had past. yup agree with sinying, we should move on. yes move on. i find a chance to talk to her. during july. hopefully.

the problem is will she wait?? even though i know this road i'm gg to step on is dem hard! shall i hold / bite onto it? i have my answer. i'm must be strong this time!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

4:21 PM

Today - sunday. yeah! well, guess correct leii .. need to wait till next week then can take action. ya. should be need to take abt half yr or more to more to e next step. and since chances are there, i will treasure it. really :D i will. time prove bah!

let's forget wat past and carry on ..

Saturday, May 1, 2010

9:00 PM

Today - this is e weird i dim get b4. come to blog but donno wat to say, in fact, how am i gg to start ? nvm. it's too troubleless to explain also. by doing wat i wan now is it to my limit ? or over it alr? this answer i wanted to tell you. but .. ya .. nvm!

last night, meet up w jl. perhap last time meeting him. he must be drunk and cost him to telling mi a white lie ><. well, i accept it. u know, sometime, listen to white lie, will feel better in awhile. but, do note. it's not for ever! although it's just a few hours.. it's e last moment seeing him bah .. months later .. who will know ? jl. i here by wishes u all e best!

feeling was bad ? talking to jie alr .. later don know still got come out drink not ? hopefully.. lols. can tell that jie's mood not very good? so do i ? don know why either, getting low and low mood nowadays.. is it because those things that i'm doing now ? or half year later ( few more month ahead ) should i give up? or carry on (carry on) like this?

i'm gald that there hear that there no "give up" in my life.. never!

hmmm 1 may liao. very fast. half yr was gone like that.