Tuesday, September 22, 2009
6:55 AM

Today - talk abt 17 oct thurs,first,
i was blog on that i had a weird feeling lor. something are to happened. and it's do happened. during e night, went to pub settle some bill. ended up, i police station. this shouldn't be happen. but i not regreting of punching andy.. he and his bad mouth piss me dam off .. he said nonsense words tat very shit to my girlfriend. i admit tat i'm rushtt moment, i did punch on his face.. as a result, we fright. -- > entre police station. if i'm around, i wont let u harm my girlfriend w any words!
18 oct fri - till now then relise (6.30am) home for bathe. then drove to sch. then to work. then to new town. night, went to other pub for drink. alone. but is so qiao that, i meet up ting again .. well, we chat lor .. she support me sia, as he knew andy's pattern.. thanks ..
19 oct sat - working till late. forgot to bring phone out. the whole day was like so emo at work. was like without u ..
20 oct sun- grandma's birthday. bro's gf were there. but where mine ?? i'm alone. avoid question.. act blur lor .. ya.
21 oct mon - miss those day we had.. feel wanted to called up and ask how abt ? but just tt don had e courage! how fail am i ..
roughly abt 60 plus of days without night call from her. missed .. i missed those days i hold on to your little hand. if there a chance to return, i wont let go.. i promise..
all days tat past .. i admit, i missed regina.
18 more days, wait for me ..
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven