Tuesday, September 29, 2009
6:39 AM
Today -
IF ONE DAY, I START TO BE HONEST WITH YOU .. ... WILL YOU FORGIVE MI ... ..The answer is : it's doesn't matter anymore
Friday, September 25, 2009
6:25 AM
Today -
starting talk on 22nd, went IMM for lunch. with wei jian and ivan. gotta 2 hours. so, we went to shop. night shift. home. sleep.
23rd, didn't had to work for morning. so i take a break, well, puting a act for my case.. no news sia. well well. not news .. it's good news .. ya, so clam sia.. lol. (wat happened it's alr happen lor, say so much also like add salt to injures). right ?? early noon, take a nap. it's just a simple nap n i feel so comforable after i wake up. been long time no sure feeling sia.. cool ..
24th, i finally found e pink cup. this pink up it really meaningless to me, err, nope! i mean it's meaningful.. ya, ever since i promise a girl to find this pink cup, i really put in effort to more of store or outlet to find. but there's no luck. soon.. i give up of finding.. tok tat she will be forgotten.. ya, now, i really find it le. it's no easy but my effort paid. finally, found it. is this fate to prank me again.. hope nope .. pls ..
feel wanna to share this news w her now .. guess loss of courage..
i do keep reminding myself, 10 oct, reaching soon.. reaching soon .. after day, my life got to be start a new fresh. yeah.. support me .. lol
25th today's programme, work. sure got 2 hours of break.. to imm probably.. cus this place are so memories to me .. night, ong visit us to his house wor, he said got so event coming up, wanna us to help out. it's must be nothing good .. lolz
regina, i don't know weather did u ever read my post at all.
i wan u to believe me
watever i'm doing now,
it's gg to be over ..
truth me ..
promise me wait for me ..
to wen, zhong, ong. everything got to end soon .. ya, soon .. i been waiting this for 3 yrs.. this 3 yrs .. it's like ..
ya, i'm starting to "eh ehh ar oh oh" (everything act blur) till 9 oct.
weida! jiayou!
10 oct in marching forward ..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
6:55 AM

Today - talk abt 17 oct thurs,first,
i was blog on that i had a weird feeling lor. something are to happened. and it's do happened. during e night, went to pub settle some bill. ended up, i police station. this shouldn't be happen. but i not regreting of punching andy.. he and his bad mouth piss me dam off .. he said nonsense words tat very shit to my girlfriend. i admit tat i'm rushtt moment, i did punch on his face.. as a result, we fright. -- > entre police station. if i'm around, i wont let u harm my girlfriend w any words!
18 oct fri - till now then relise (6.30am) home for bathe. then drove to sch. then to work. then to new town. night, went to other pub for drink. alone. but is so qiao that, i meet up ting again .. well, we chat lor .. she support me sia, as he knew andy's pattern.. thanks ..
19 oct sat - working till late. forgot to bring phone out. the whole day was like so emo at work. was like without u ..
20 oct sun- grandma's birthday. bro's gf were there. but where mine ?? i'm alone. avoid question.. act blur lor .. ya.
21 oct mon - miss those day we had.. feel wanted to called up and ask how abt ? but just tt don had e courage! how fail am i ..
roughly abt 60 plus of days without night call from her. missed .. i missed those days i hold on to your little hand. if there a chance to return, i wont let go.. i promise..
all days tat past .. i admit, i missed regina.
18 more days, wait for me ..
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong
I have figured out
How this world turns cold
and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Friday, September 18, 2009
8:55 AM
Today -
2 days ago, is my last time seeing you. Goodbye!will be back here 5 weeks later.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
6:38 AM

Today -
talked abt last night first bah. first, after e very last called. at 11pm plus. (after work) i felt xin hui yi leng, hao wu zu, hao leii.. hao leii. thing keep doing and not a good result is there.. it's going to end soon.. but 20 plus more days to go. gotta e feeling very weird on tat day. ya, i agree to write down in black and white.
i just wan a last memerious can?? on 2/10 fri. if unable ..
today's feeling, now 6.50am.
is just like something will happen later.. hope for e best!
ready for it ..
gather of all my power to cover this matter ... ..
blame me for selfish. too much. but it's all bcus of you.. i wanted to protect you. didn't u feel it. you did misunderstood me. everything is gonna be very clear soon .. wait for me .. 10 oct.
wei da ar, will power must be strong. still got few more days gonna end, just jump over! the zhan ai wu. after tat everything isn't my problem anymore ..
2 project coming at e same time, stress sia.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
10:36 AM


Today
放下过去,才能得到更幸福,美好的未来. . .simplicity..Every relationships/ family matters...They have their own problems..They can seek helps/advices from friends or so..But the final decisions lies on them..No matter how much your friends said to you.You will decide what you really want.It's in your hands..To let it go..or ..To hold it tight,You choose it..its your choice..Be it's gonna be a happy one or whatsoever...you got to face it..Life's so fragile,brittle..If you've never treasure it, you'll regret it..There's so much of ups and downs going on...Things keep changing every now and then..You'll never know what will happen on the very next moment.Choose to believe it.Or leave it to fate..That's life..be it cruel, fair or unfair.that'sFATE.DESTINY.REALITY.weida*perhaps nothing is controlling your life,but ...Yourself..
This is the last time i do something for you .. you gg to leave us .. soon .. Thanks for a the help.
15 more days to date her (well prepare is kanna rejected)23 more days to end my truh story.
i left w 76 days go