Sunday, August 16, 2009
9:31 PM
Today, as usual sunday. train to work. 11am - 8pm. home. tiring.. tml continue e same thing, then again . . and again . . and again . .
tml have to give final ans to Km. to be frank, i don't how to answer him. there's no one can give me a answer other then myself. Do u know, if i can't find back e thing i wan.. i'm as good as a failure!
today, talked to hui ling, i'm hursh by saying all that. i have to admit. but, the reason have been given. ya. i'm wanna avoid.
this is my last message to her. i thinking of nothing at this moment. if that the answer then so be it.
when u are numb, u will not relised e pain. agree ?
107 more day to pass .. wish me good ..