Thursday, August 13, 2009
9:49 PM
Today, leave very early for lesson. auto de lor. ya, new movie coming up, so i went to watch. with regina. fufill my wishes? ya, correct. today, is also e most day i feel so touch. My gf made breakfast for me sia. gusses, it's the first and last time bah. well, feeling lor. as i said, everything i just hope. it's a memerious, although it's simple. but it's do warm my heart. thanks. i do hope that every wu hui yi guo le hou, thing will get it as normal. nothing had happened. my day are numbers as day go by, there's only left with 110 days left. after that, if our relationship got to be end?? we will end, as said, thing got to let go, it's will have to. agree? but really thanks god to bless me for today. is it be more confirdent in doing thing, will get a better result?? well, i will try.. i promise u this .. i will love you more than the past.
lovely was hursh. i have to agree! maybe i should learn from him. so that there no ones will dare to bully me sia.. lol ..
tml gg to work, not gg sch.. in fect, as i said earlier on .. in school, there's me or without me isn't a imortant matter. and now, i just wan to place all my hardship to work. earn more $. to lovely and dear :)
only just, (10.30pm) dear called up. i've told her regrading abt pay, and return. in surface, i really played as a bad/evil guy role. but i feel heart pain also lor. just because i wanna to save her $12oo.00? the reason because she spent $ is then fast, this is for her next yr value. there are people who said this is an extra work.. why want to this for her? she also wont even thanks me if i treat her so well, somemore this act gain more mistaken? not worht it .. well, atleast i tell myself this, i'm willing to do this for her even though she wont thanks me. i have do my best! this is just surface, after everything over, i will leave her probably ( if she don contact me ) it's tiring! keep asking e same Q and get the answer as i don know.
oh, just recieved a big project, BIG PROJECT lor.. this rest of e days are busy. even sat n sun have to go for training. this time i really put alot of effort into it. hopefully god pray.
and hopefully just left with 100 plus days around, regina can see my heart work of doing all this for her. BLESS!
i'm touch and happy today. what's about tml??