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Third Febuary
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Art & Design / Product Design Student
Zi Feng Tang Ginna
~~LYT Company~~
~~JCC Worker~~
Interior Designer / designer of photopages
~~Wei Yi master~~

want to be

happy go lucky
like to be happy
like to be myself
lot of thing to be complate in life
dun like to tell everyones (my story)
but only to those who understand

Aim

i will get it;

~~Be N.T UI~~
~~To get full family photo~~
Go Hongkong
Converse jacket
~~converse bag~~
~~buy DSLR Cam~~
~~pass my 3C car licinse~~
~~drive horda odyesse~~
~~buy my own bike~~
~~buy swatch watch~~
buy black version swatch watch
G2000 clothes
~~buy apple laptop~~
waiting 05 march 2012
~~get her e-mail/msn add~~
meet her for lunch/movie
~~meet her awhile~~
~~cook for her~~
start holding her hand
~~run 10 round ( inner )~~
~~run 15 round ( inner )~~
~~run 10 round ( outer )~~
~~run 20 round ( outer )~~

loves

it's for life;

dark dark chocolate
driving horda odyesse
speeding
badminton
chill crab
rainbow
sunny rain

hates

it's for life;

empty promises
people bluff mi
china chicken

Songs

enjoy them;

Monday, August 31, 2009

1:16 PM

Today, celebrate teachers' day. come to sch .. tok got lesson as per normal. but they said hald day wor. i have been plan today come sch for full day.. well, everyones gone have gone to their ex sch. except me. still staying in B301, alone. for now. later don know le. ah long said he will be back later??? i'm so hurgry now sia.. ya, ah long call up, he will be back later ..

yesterday, All by alone - it's really a peaceful day .. early morning, 6am. start jogging. from queenstown. my limit is to thomson. in the end. joy to bishan. it's really more than my limit. well, alone e way, i do stop and walk. felt like giving up during e BKE high way. (it's rain) my willpower tell me to eep going.. keep going .. reach thomson. my determination tell me to go on more.. so i carry on . to bishan.. when i reach bishan (still raining), i have e Man Zu Kan. tt i finally did it. i took more than 6 hours to complate the whole finish point. when for lunch, eat alot sia. lols. hungry lor.. bus down to thomson. till to my bike park at thomsom plazza car park, bike to east coast. to enjoy e sea and wind. it's really a enjoy .. been long time never take break alr .. home after that ..

summary - don give up, it's get time to success.

now my legs are so soft sia .. and hungry also ..

i left with 92 days to complete my course. the rest, take it as nature :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

4:28 PM

Today, as usual. time now is 4.34pm. somehow it's time to go home? but now calss still got more than 10 pps. siao siao de la. i will b staying abit longer la.. till to tml leave early.. well, if like tml not coming leii o.o cus hear tt tml all teachers meeting. there wont be anyone 1 to help me up. come then also like .. .. lols. but tml is e day tt i have complet full for this wk daily come sch leii.. so must go right .. ? tml go to work. so as sat and sun.

today at working .. kanna injure again .. carry table, chairs .. few at a time lor. then kanna cut on my hand .. later bathe de time sure pain de .. cry .. lols.

guys .. can tell tt i let go right .. ? lols. laugh! i can do it. ting also can.. as long as believe.. ya. don intent to blog de, but still come lor, cus i wont use com later .. so tired wor.

today, recieved lot of calls. it's quite bad news, till to ytd de .. nowadays kid hor .. really have NO brain .. some matter wanna score to big matter .. ended up kanna record .. what e point .. siao de lor ... i must avoid..

this is not a funny matter all right, i don wan to get myself into hot soup. cus i left with 96 days to go. after 96 days .. ho ho ho .. peaceful .. wo zai de ..

things got to use to it, it's longer have e feeling anymore =.=

A big thanks you to people who help me today.

tonight must sleep early .. haha..

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

1:27 PM

Today, go work. at there really lols. just at there joke around and nothing to do. sack .. ya, funny lor. back to sch.. do drawing. now waiting for 2pm. waiting for seah to help me in 3D. but sure 2pm?? what do u think? around 3 pm i gtg le. tonight got to work. till 11pm. last night she called up. i dim pick up is because i slept early. bow abt tonight? wont she call??

she even lazy to talk to me .. WTF ..

today, david dismiss her, told her le, she like don care.. only tell her to work for o level. it's 5 wks. but she also don care.. i left with 97 days more.. why can't she cherished me..? just for 97 more days? why she want to bulid her happy into my pain. by doing thing i hate.. just because she happy w someone.. but i'm not.. you alr don care so much, what e point i care ..

97 more days to goes.

1:27 PM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

3:31 PM

Today, morning went meiling strees to buy breakfast. then to work. eh.. late for work sia. but then nvm de lah. lols. there got work to do liao. so no need to be so emo alr. yup. been carry item in and out from e hall to e class. well, it's load sia. kanna cut in my hand, somemore hurt my foot. still carry on with work lah. well, comfirm with steve that there are 21 more people including himself coming to work. there will many temp staff liao lor. more than 50.. u believe? sure there will some1 kanna kick out lor.. wait and see bah.

today team teachers very good wor. 11.45 dismiss us for lunch alr.. well, i return to sch lor. come to sch zuo bo. is like that de la. msn lor. then blog. waiting to go for training. night have no programme, but need to plan my next few months time alr. guess i have no much time left. if i have time to meet up some1 and he/she able to make it, it's boune for me.

left with 98 days to goes ..

Monday, August 24, 2009

1:31 PM

Today, is e most happy monday i ever been before. weather good, feel good. it's should be monday poooo!!! (blur) but not leii.. lols. i'm happy is because all mistaken are clean..! There no more mistaken between us alr. but we do need sometime to go back as like before lah. hope time will prove all.

yesterday meeting up aunty, have a chat w her and she understand my situation. as long as anuty know, in future, whoever don know also not important anymore.

well, there alr enough. i don know why sia, there are someone hor, at there always shout poor .. but there i don seen tt person poor leii .. if he/she poor ?? why still can take banded staff ?? where did this come from ?? somemore hor, tt person not working de lor.. don understand this kind of pp ..

this world change sia..
well, this others pp problem lor, they bluff themself.. will get e punish de ..

hmmm. now de wo feeling very good. because i have no more of worry liao le. is turth that let go of things and nuature take place feeling very good.

left with 99 more days to go though. Let's jia you!

Saturday, August 22, 2009

8:13 PM

Today, sat. eh .. how come i will come on sat and post leii .. lols. i did work today, end 2pm, go for training, only v few pps. but training still continue. end abt 5 plus. drvie home. tml, end work at 2pm. early ?? maybe to you bah. ya, need to go pray .. then need to drive to yishun pass car to ting. then meet aunty at woodland, after that maybe go find regina, try my luck bah..

tt tml de programme. a meet week gg to start again.. what sia.. so fast hor.. still left with 101 days.

ya, i will do sch work during my working hours. then on sch reopen le i wont be around for e first 2 week. i promise i will do e sch work de la. lols. my time have been plan. only of e day during e holiday are allow to go shopping, ya. (off in jcc) as long as it don hit on mon and thurs.. perhare alone bah.

the addintion 2 week (sch repoen) same la, jcc off day then i do 2D stuff. ya. i need to get more details form teachers on doing of 2D.

miracle gg to happen. be there waiting for it.

Friday, August 21, 2009

11:14 AM

Today, early morning go market buy breakfast for lovely. then come to school. ya, been waiting for regain to pass her sd card. till now .. she still heaven come wor .. probably she dim come le la. now alr 11.21am. yesterday my 2 teachers talking to me side by side .. a friendly talk lah. regarding how to pass me.. believe ? and who to fail if he / she dim even do anything. they hint me something. i know what they are refering to. but i have alr do my best to her le. if she continue to be zi kan dou lo, there nothing i can do more. why?? she wan to fang qi ta zi.

just 102 more days to go, after tt ..

anyway this is her la. what i can do i do la. cus i really don wan see her in that situation sia. after we longer meet up. slowly, we have our world. well, this is a big test for me and i have to past it and get into e next round.hope that we can still contact each others when we don have e time to meet up.

i will be the same, till someone come find me. ya. cus i'm waiting la. when the result is out, in yr laters.. probably is e day i lost u.

stay as friends is easy, other then this i don wan to said it anymore..
 
a memories like this - i love you 4 ever

Thanks you for turst me - even thought u dim said u don trust me. with this answer, it's push me to very far i look. without this, i don think i will have e will power to stay so long.

now raining, cool man. lols. ok, i admit lah.. i miss her now. feeling wanna sms her to take care. but she wont reply as she see it. well, i will not miss her.. i must be hursh!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

3:59 PM

Today, i left with 103 days to go.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

2:03 PM

Today, work then sch. it's like daily thing that have to do.. night have to work. so later i will leave early. ya, discount for myself.

what thing i'm doing now, it's not easy sia .. i really want to give up now!

playing an evil role it not easy, let's many people mistaken me .. the feeling are like so bitterless. last night, i really felt so hurt and i think this gonna be e last time alr.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

2:08 PM

Today, same same lor. nothing much to say .. but happy that some 1 understand me. but is that mean that all mistaken can clear at a goal? hopefully it's does .. plan thing now. it's work..!

last night, went out late. bike out to jack there. meeting lor. so late lor. abt 3am plus then bike home. nearly kanna accident, ni nah bei, tt stupid car la. any o how break.. but luckily i got skill sia (haha). God must be watching me, i feel that eeehhh ... hardly to explain out leii .. i think i shouldn't go out in the night. i must think of rejecting all calls at night, except lovely de..

today, hui ling was up sad / disappointed. i dim contact her.. if i got to reply .. you know de lah .. nothing good de mah.. (wanna reply as congrate her lor ) hereby to tell hui ling la, don take thing to sad nor disappointed. but take it as memories and cherished e time having tgt can le lor .. seriously, only memories are real.. the rest ..

landy gg to move house this sun. weird leii.. where gotta pp move house on e seven months de?? still ask me to help her wor .. eh ehh .. thing are hardly to explain also. i will avoid lah..

leaving town very soon ..

still got 105 days ahead

Monday, August 17, 2009

2:52 PM

Today, to work then to school. everything are as agreement. so they think that there wont be a problem. well, accident are hardly to said.. walk as i see how lor.

today, i'm longer waiting for my dream anymore. i have weak up le .. congrate me leii.. lol. anw. it's a good news to me lor. it's just like god had just given me a big prank. why ? is this is a punishment?? shot of bah. accept it lor. now i'm not thinking of anything except peaceful. And hope that 1 day she will know i'm turly to her.

now in sch, doing some chair drawing. good? because got thing to do lor. will be very busy in work and school work. if there any thing that i have offend you, pls dou dou bao han.

wake up le, i look better. many things we can't just said only .. it's take time to mean it

i'm continue to woo u. i mean it ..

Sunday, August 16, 2009

9:31 PM

Today, as usual sunday. train to work. 11am - 8pm. home. tiring.. tml continue e same thing, then again . . and again . . and again . .

tml have to give final ans to Km. to be frank, i don't how to answer him. there's no one can give me a answer other then myself. Do u know, if i can't find back e thing i wan.. i'm as good as a failure!

today, talked to hui ling, i'm hursh by saying all that. i have to admit. but, the reason have been given. ya. i'm wanna avoid.

this is my last message to her. i thinking of nothing at this moment. if that the answer then so be it.

when u are numb, u will not relised e pain. agree ?

107 more day to pass .. wish me good ..

Saturday, August 15, 2009

10:06 PM

Today.

I tell myself this today ..

how if all this can ended, it'll be totally peaceful. how can be peaceful..? thinking of nothing..

when then end?? 108 days more ..

Thursday, August 13, 2009

9:49 PM

Today, leave very early for lesson. auto de lor. ya, new movie coming up, so i went to watch. with regina. fufill my wishes? ya, correct. today, is also e most day i feel so touch. My gf made breakfast for me sia. gusses, it's the first and last time bah. well, feeling lor. as i said, everything i just hope. it's a memerious, although it's simple. but it's do warm my heart. thanks. i do hope that every wu hui yi guo le hou, thing will get it as normal. nothing had happened. my day are numbers as day go by, there's only left with 110 days left. after that, if our relationship got to be end?? we will end, as said, thing got to let go, it's will have to. agree? but really thanks god to bless me for today. is it be more confirdent in doing thing, will get a better result?? well, i will try.. i promise u this .. i will love you more than the past.

lovely was hursh. i have to agree! maybe i should learn from him. so that there no ones will dare to bully me sia.. lol ..

tml gg to work, not gg sch.. in fect, as i said earlier on .. in school, there's me or without me isn't a imortant matter. and now, i just wan to place all my hardship to work. earn more $. to lovely and dear :)

only just, (10.30pm) dear called up. i've told her regrading abt pay, and return. in surface, i really played as a bad/evil guy role. but i feel heart pain also lor. just because i wanna to save her $12oo.00? the reason because she spent $ is then fast, this is for her next yr value. there are people who said this is an extra work.. why want to this for her? she also wont even thanks me if i treat her so well, somemore this act gain more mistaken? not worht it .. well, atleast i tell myself this, i'm willing to do this for her even though she wont thanks me. i have do my best! this is just surface, after everything over, i will leave her probably ( if she don contact me ) it's tiring! keep asking e same Q and get the answer as i don know.

oh, just recieved a big project, BIG PROJECT lor.. this rest of e days are busy. even sat n sun have to go for training. this time i really put alot of effort into it. hopefully god pray.

and hopefully just left with 100 plus days around, regina can see my heart work of doing all this for her. BLESS!

i'm touch and happy today. what's about tml??

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

10:55 AM

Today, said thing lor come school. think of not coming. but still, i came. now doing shit work lor. also nobody care abt my appeares. now waiting to download and see e paris and milan. quite long sia. wait lor. told last min, by Mr wei xiang. later gg to narfa, it's a must .. don bull shit la. well, i not gg anw. now waiting for landy calls. hopefuly, she forgot sia. today gg meet her lor. boring talk de lor. still must spent $. rather go home sleep right..? come to sch keep doing nothing, err, got la, usr com, that all. still got 111 days to go.

yesterday, asking seah for more detail regrading abt e very last day is when, it's 18 dec. after that he still continue w this, " follow by 3 of jan then need to come back ", lol right. bi ye le, come back for ? he added, for those who dim submit work de.. refering to me la .. well, once the date is up, i will just drop by here to see see ( some teacher ) only. come retake e modul ..? no way, dead also no way. ya. late night went out, stupid qing la, called up to tell me she break up w her bf.. bilk down to meet her lor. go there listen wat she said lor. i must admit, i almost sleep.. sorry wor. too tired le mah. talked till 2 plus, bilk home. sleep.
 
don feel sorry to each others, do feel sorry to for yourself. cherish the fate that had brought u here. there's a saying, to love you is second, to thanks fate that brought each others together is first. if you take it for granded, it will lost and it wont return anymore. and of u are so lucky to get back e lost .. please do e things you should do. not everytime human are so lucky. agree ?

let's talk abt tml then, hmmm. tml ar, new shown coming up lor :P it's jack neo's film, funny shown. i do hope that i'm not e 1 watching alone.

that all bah :) may god bless all my lover :)

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

9:46 AM

Today, go to school lor. then thought that can company regina out. but then dim go la. well, at school lap blog. long time dim come school post liao. actually at where post my blog is also de same la. it's just express my feeling only. when feeling is numb, it's doesn't matter of eating what, with who, doing what.. it's just like black and white.

past few day i busy w thing lor. well, if i gg to explain, there's no one will believe de lah. cus u know what .. .. i myself also don believe what i'm saying. you think she will believe? everything will be fine soon ..

this coming thursday, we are date to watch jack neo's film. guess what, i don think we will watch tgt. negative feeling. probably i'll watch alone bah.

daily lesson always so S-i-a-n de lah, come to school .. on com then do my own thing, follow by lunch, --> home. day after day, again and again.

this kind of life i still got 112 days more to go though. seah told that, our wery last day here is 18 dec. dec lor. i don care le, once nothing to do here, i leaving here le. for people who don wish to contact me anymore then forget it. there no point for me to play my part only. friends are hereby everywhere. if you care to contact me, i will bah.

going to leave this " happy " place very soon. going for long holiday (oversea), hopefully.

it's does the matter how i look in

i'm happy at this moment :D

Thursday, August 6, 2009

12:36 PM

Promise me - don leave me alone ..

Toady, i dim attent lesson. i have things to do at around 3pm. so actually, i can attent half a day. but i fail to make it. cus i had no feeling at there anymore. lost! i rather go settle my own thing out. i think this time round i had a feeling that i can't make it this round. but seriously, it's really doesn't matter me anymore ..

soon there, dear came and use my com. then we plan to catch movie. in the end .. but this time, i dim bluff on my feeling. i dim sad nor disappointed at all. i had a very weird feeling, this feeling is like i'm going to lost her. is it ?? our mistaken really that much mah? can e mistaken be faster over? can we get back as like b4? i really have no much time left. oh. god, can u tell me what to do next??? maybe ..

ya, maybe bah. lost confirdent. hopeless! you are right .. i'm waiting ..

you don even care about so much, why do i care ?

let me continue to wait till every mistaken over. pls pray for me.

daily see you happy, i really feel happy. I will wait

till the end. this song is so meaningful to me. hope that our friendship can till end. see, whatever thing come or go by, i just hope. is the moment we have, we have to cherish each others. we come to meet up is really fate bring us around. if one day, we can contact each others anymore, i do still pray/thanks (for) you for the memories given to me. wei da will be strong no matter wat gg to happen. if i just die like that, i do still said i love you.( to all my lovely, specially to my dear )

weather how far can i go, ( with her ) i will reply this as far as i die ..

and weather would (she) there and contact me anymore, it's all depent on fate. it's u who bring us tgt. as i let you decide.

let go, look far, being positive, and wait ..

slowly .. slowly de .. i will forget you .. hope really tt day wont occure.

:) love =)

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

1:04 PM

Today, i've been disappointed few pp.. feel so sorry, i knew even i explain, tt's no one will listen/believe. So, i save e point lor. i know that you guys are trying to help me, but then, the problem is i don't worth it. how pp look at me are no longer importance anymore. i will go for my right only. sorry if there's mean to offern you..

118 more days to go though.

everything i just hope

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

10:37 PM

Today, went school special early. cus i don wan to lock e door. lame right.. reach school. only 2 pp there. sit at my place, not for long then i have to give up my sit to others. sian. then hab to use other com instead of mine. nth to do also.. went to thomson for breakfast --> sch. then 1pm for lunch. --> thomson again. with regina.

sometime, thing are mistaken, don wanna explain far better lah. let's it be nature over bah.

everything plan got to wait. i just hope for e best. That All..

slowly, i lost e interest of gathering le.. slowly. we aren't contact le. slowly .. ..

Monday, August 3, 2009

7:32 AM

Today, nothing must to said leii. our mistaken really very deep le.. how to slove sia? the cherished the few hour that we are tgt is enough.

失去的,忘记的,我会尽力去弥补

Saturday, August 1, 2009

8:41 AM

waiting for rainbow

God heal me soon

Today, return to e topic where just now i wanna talk abt.. well, i dim not update for the pass 6 days, eh.. nope.. it's around 10 days le, ya, corrected. i'm sick. MC for 7 days wor. alot? well, this probably a big illness in my life so far.. on the 21 july, i was sent home.. can't imagine right..? * it's true that i really sent home w e tempurate of 37.7C. which i told sarah that i wa for.. well, i mean this is e first time i was treat in this way, sent home.. cus normally i was V auto de mah..

also good la, instead of daily think of way to take MC/avoid/run (for lesson), now gottta 7 days wor.. enjoy. agree? went to see doctor. --> with the tempurate of 39.6C. nearly 40.0C man. it's killed!. well, inorder to be safe. my blood was tested and see to TTS. still can went home de. (very standy de lor) until te second, went to TTC to take blood test report, well, before hand i alr get prapared if so " heng " kanna that h5n1, and tat also can't avoid de mah.. right.. ? god will lo. but when on earth i got so heng de .. LOL! the report was negative. went home, tempurate go up and down sia. that the most most bitterless period. home for first 5 days without gg out. then the rest of the days .. haha. well, for that past few days, i really think alot alot. and i managed to think of a win win situation out. i know now it's painful between my relationship n study. but once over. it's might really be over. god know.

28 july, ting's bday. went for her celebration late. @ sentosa. gg there also. BBQ started at late 7pm. i reached at 4pm, and i did walk around at e garden. feeling was perfact! sported a tree. i wrote my wishes there. haha.. will tell all blogger (dear) when it really come true ") waiting till 10 (10) oct.

29 july, finally regina agreed on my date for dinner. Miss those time we had so much. been long time never eat tgt le. hope there's still got chance coming up to date her.. i intent to buy her pink rose, 9 ? in the end nope. bought her dress n clothes which she sported and like it so much.. i really wan to get back as before we are. can we? becus i did did something wrong?choose e wrong "path" I'm turly to you, believe me n give me 1 more chance? will u? knew tt regina wont be reading, but atleast i post it out. i feel better. if i just die like that, i dim place any regret.

back to school on thursday. 30 july. 1.30 bah. pass the MC KM. kanna pick point on shoe colour. so stupid right .. willfer liao liao. kind so much.. ? wat kind of shoe people wear also care? care abt ur own class la.. so if u are very good? bull shit! call me not to wear! i wear and u see! sent me home la! entre " class " was like hell to me. i wonder tt's there wont be a different if i'm not around. quite piss of whereby i was told to do some drawing n almost done, was told to stop n do other thing. funny ? in fact, i'm doing all this is a waste la. so what for do so much? u guys also wont look into it. at the end of the result, i get the "picture"

yeserday, 31 july, everything was ready and i did a choose, not to go to school. stay thought out e whole noon.

now, i wanna earn more $ to let regina settle her phone. her phone got problem sia.

as long as she happy, i happy too :)

few point to said..

to hui ling, everything is to hear only and believeable not ? seriously, i can't different shape out anymore. listen will do.

to joanne, a question u ask, to me, what happiness?? well, i think and think, if you see your love ones happy, zi ran er ran de, you will be happy. That's happiness.

to ting, everything take a nature heart to face.

i still got 122 more days to go though. Oh God! will you really heal me 1 of this days.. i waiting..

8:19 AM

Today, 1 aug 2009. A new month have been start. yup. This month must study hard? bull shit right..?? how can this kind of words come from wei da's mouth right.. lol! refering to busy thing coming up. working, planning. event for date. all kind lah. it's gg to drive me to crazzy sia.. if there no 1 understand wat i'm doing all this is for, it's ok la. as long as my dear believe (used to call so). will drop this point of chatting first, picture posted to show all blogger, how lame/funny some singaporean are.. to place the national fald the other way.