God heal me soonToday, return to e topic where just now i wanna talk abt.. well, i dim not update for the pass 6 days, eh.. nope.. it's around 10 days le, ya, corrected. i'm sick. MC for 7 days wor. alot? well, this probably a big illness in my life so far.. on the 21 july, i was sent home.. can't imagine right..? * it's true that i really sent home w e tempurate of 37.7C. which i told sarah that i wa for.. well, i mean this is e first time i was treat in this way, sent home.. cus normally i was V auto de mah..
also good la, instead of daily think of way to take MC/avoid/run (for lesson), now gottta 7 days wor.. enjoy. agree? went to see doctor. --> with the tempurate of 39.6C. nearly 40.0C man. it's killed!. well, inorder to be safe. my blood was tested and see to TTS. still can went home de. (very standy de lor) until te second, went to TTC to take blood test report, well, before hand i alr get prapared if so " heng " kanna that h5n1, and tat also can't avoid de mah.. right.. ? god will lo. but when on earth i got so heng de .. LOL! the report was negative. went home, tempurate go up and down sia. that the most most bitterless period. home for first 5 days without gg out. then the rest of the days .. haha. well, for that past few days, i really think alot alot. and i managed to think of a win win situation out. i know now it's painful between my relationship n study. but once over. it's might really be over. god know.
28 july, ting's bday. went for her celebration late. @ sentosa. gg there also. BBQ started at late 7pm. i reached at 4pm, and i did walk around at e garden. feeling was perfact! sported a tree. i wrote my wishes there. haha.. will tell all blogger (dear) when it really come true ") waiting till 10 (10) oct.
29 july, finally regina agreed on my date for dinner. Miss those time we had so much. been long time never eat tgt le. hope there's still got chance coming up to date her.. i intent to buy her pink rose, 9 ? in the end nope. bought her dress n clothes which she sported and like it so much.. i really wan to get back as before we are. can we? becus i did did something wrong?choose e wrong "path" I'm turly to you, believe me n give me 1 more chance? will u? knew tt regina wont be reading, but atleast i post it out. i feel better. if i just die like that, i dim place any regret.
back to school on thursday. 30 july. 1.30 bah. pass the MC KM. kanna pick point on shoe colour. so stupid right .. willfer liao liao. kind so much.. ? wat kind of shoe people wear also care? care abt ur own class la.. so if u are very good? bull shit! call me not to wear! i wear and u see! sent me home la! entre " class " was like hell to me. i wonder tt's there wont be a different if i'm not around. quite piss of whereby i was told to do some drawing n almost done, was told to stop n do other thing. funny ? in fact, i'm doing all this is a waste la. so what for do so much? u guys also wont look into it. at the end of the result, i get the "picture"
yeserday, 31 july, everything was ready and i did a choose, not to go to school. stay thought out e whole noon.
now, i wanna earn more $ to let regina settle her phone. her phone got problem sia.
as long as she happy, i happy too :)
few point to said..
to hui ling, everything is to hear only and believeable not ? seriously, i can't different shape out anymore. listen will do.
to joanne, a question u ask, to me, what happiness?? well, i think and think, if you see your love ones happy, zi ran er ran de, you will be happy. That's happiness.
to ting, everything take a nature heart to face.