Friday, July 10, 2009
8:58 AM

Today, as usual, school. only sleep for 2 hours. really not enough. but i can't sleep leii. probably i'm to hursh to kai wen. i have to control my emoational. i must continue to be hursh. as if i'm not, i will be face problem.
last night, after work. at 11pm. da bao n bike down to regina's there. waitng at her lift there for more than 30 mins did calls her but no answer.. then went back home.. i will try again tonight. saw kai wen at my house downstair, probably waiting for me to tell something. i knew what. but my choose been made. his topice was repeating n repeating again. drank? did drink beer lah.. i just have to said that i'm following my heart when i reply.. unlike past few years. so innocident!
well, since i have the chance to return back, i will cherished it. lovely just wan me to be a good guy :) I WILL!
i not wrong! i will do for my right! kai wen, really think for urself. u keep thinking of others..? wat abt u?? wat abt ting.. ?? u wan to give her e life like that..? see what.. i like lost my girlfriend, and i now trying my best to save, but .. but because of e past..?! i hurt her.. really can't get urself into trouble. (remember my words)
to ching, sometime, u do have ur right n wrong. it's isn't a bad news if u leave him. just like my case. life still carry on and on if there no him/her. be strong. like me! (haha)
just wait.
nothing will come without puting effort .. he/she will know 1 day. this is the step (moment). it's just time that we are puting in.
i'm comfirm. Once my last day in ITE. i will lost myself.
still got 144 days more. keep gg, regina..
contact wei da (me) after bi ye ?? i will wait . .