Wednesday, July 8, 2009
1:49 PM
Today, i should be happy de ? cus i bought my DS to sch. wanna to play with her during lunch time. but end up .. disappointed. i really angry w myself. why am i so love you? and u don even understand why i do so much thing for you..? because i wan u to be good. is that really so hard?? blame me to be so solfhearted! i keep letting u because i still think that i heaven lost hope on you. but look at u today.. so disappointed.. because of pp siting ur place n u hab no fear to stand for ur right? dam silly.
i was told by lovely, to leave you as far as possible. but i have a 50 50 heart. as a result i choose not to leave u. i wan to let u know that u are not alone.. others keep telling me that i'm softhearted.. just because i love u. ask urself this, have u really ever listen to my words? really put in ur effort to do ur stuff? i really don not wat more i can do to help u.. if u don help ur self. daily, i think that why can't we return as like before?? sp sweet of relationalship me had. compare then now.. i know that in ur heart, u might hate me cus i keep naging at u, well, then i will stop. i will make you hate me even more!
to be frank to u, after last day for sch, i really don wan to contact anyone more. cus i think that we are a use of each others. but ur answer for me yesterday, i reach touch! i'm controling my emoational, dim drop down my dear only.. u agree that u will contact me, but now . . just only 1 day later.. u hurt me !
if u wan to quit sch then quit bah. there no point if i tell u to stay yet ur soul is not w u. ( knew u wont quit ) You can do whatever thing u wan and i promise that i wont care abt u alr.
i will leave you to touch e stone, then u realise what i face ..
loss hope '(
i will be hursh and mean from this point onward.
i can take up and let go.
it's was a big big mistaken between me n you
aunty, only u understand.
i'm waiting for time to expose this mi mi
i know u will be reading my blog. i just wan to let u know how i feel the way u treat me.
feeling so much better after i have post this blog!