Monday, July 6, 2009
8:57 AM
This few days from 1st to 5th. been taking off for this days. ya. i trying my best to earn back what i have lost, but i can't. well, i'm still can take it! go for bmt training. swimming after that. for e first 2 days. yes. you guys are right! i'm numb myself. no matter of doing wat there, i have no feeling le leii.. i did ask myself how come.. but no answer was giving to me.. i'm keep finding. this few days of hard thinking make me feel more then i do. agree? i'm willing to do but will u?? main point. it's not just that just said out and will understand.. so, rather bomb myself.. i wont wan to add loaded to others from this on.
this morning, i have find out that i only have 148 left with IPH. 148 days is equare to 3 months 28 days. less??
i will agree, on hui ling, ya. i'm avoiding. you are right. but sooner or later i will find my reason to cover. of cus now i can't think of lah. but sooner or later bah..
to be frank, i knew that i will get into trouble sooner or later. but this is wat i choose. i heaven been regrading at all.
even though thing don get well now. but i do believe, it will..
now everything to be are meaningless..
overall, am i too much??