
Today, having 2.4 Run in the park. and that for sure tt i feel like giving up .. in the end no la. i pass lor. ya, on coming friday, is e Nafa test wor. that inculde 2.4 too. can pass bah .. hopefully ..
i think tt i'm really as what ah ong have said earlier on, i'm still solfheart. am i born to be there? no! that for sure, today, that a evil fat bon talk at my back, why? i dim reply her awn. but just that e feeling was not good! i missed those days that we have our class memories.. but now i hardly have ones. because of i went to work, it's distance us apart.. ? i try very hadrly to cherished (them) the time that i had miss. but 1 give me e chance. Can i let it go? 27 may coming soon. few more days only, in other word, i only let a few more day to be w them .. after that how ?? i have been thinking the Q for night .. why i can't it go? of wat sia ? i also don know leii.. i don wan to be so mean / hursh. (1 day i will) i knew what dear mean, but her point was no totally wrong, but i just can do it this way. solfhearted bah. 26 may, it's the days i said good bye to all of them le. (drop tear) but will they give me respond? i knew in e first place, what dear gg to said, but sorry lah, i just can't let it go, after all, i think i really take them as pal/friends (all)
silly leii.. wei da.
i will rather u hate me! but i wont want u to be regarded like me. after all i really mean u well. hopefully 1 day, when i'm not around ( not longer contact you ) you'll understand. To e person whom i love. bless you w daily happness :)
as for today, wed. feeling alr low . . plus negative things occure! well, this is god will bah! wat can i said to JL ..? so piss off, only after that moment that thing happened .. i relised that i can let go le . . so, everything coming ahead, i will be care lot .. i mean it.
This is specially to miss toh. so wat if i give u a fully explain? will you be e 1 answer for wat will happen coming ahead toward me? Nope! so wat if u said yes .. you also dang bu qi de. everytime, u said " tell u, u also wont understand, but i really tell u, u will understand meh " ..