Monday, May 25, 2009
10:01 AM

well, Things are like that de la. after you have learnt how to let go, you will feel more comforable. hmmm, well, i feel more better then before le. really la.. few days past, happened lot of thing, which i think that this is really fate and we hardly can avoid ? ya, overall of e summary, i did cherished every seconds w lovely and dear. that more than enough already.. i do believe that i'm still " xin Fu " compare to e others. althought most situation turn out to be negative, sad , disappointed . . .. . well, it's a test bah. it's take more time to pass. but do i have e time??
today, wheather are good, although today is monday, haha :) you know, monday normally everyones are low mood de .. hmmm, today no need to sun tent .. good good good. pary that daily like that lor.. ( thinking navie ) i told myself i WANT to be DAILY happy, if think turn out " black " i will just leave e place. i have let go so i have face a nauture heart. @.@V Thanks God for that!
i wanna use dear's com to post de lor . . but then . . . hmm hmm, never mind la
classmate took class photo wor. dim join it ar all.. i have be e 1 heartless? don know leii, somehow i realise i'm that giving up hope le.. how ?
be happy always e wei da.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
8:46 AM



It's sky for sure la. beautiful leii. it's look like ladder.
8:44 AM

we sport this, so i post up. what can u see ??
8:31 AM


Aren't Teacher are e 1 encourage student? why THIS teacher wan to do this? aren't he/she think that his/her action are cruel? Teacher post up this into e face book.. mean to let e others lol to e written? is this encouragement? how come " MEO " got this Scum. hire them to laugh at student mistake ar..? some even worst! late to arrived sch.. what kind of teacher are this.. ( strongly refering to IET.T ) nowadays, Teachers are there to be pay for nothing done.. well, i must admit that there are some good teachers there who really help student. but there most to take pay only lor..
To Meo, pls take decision well, to hire teacher as generation need more education..
8:18 AM
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
9:33 PM


Today, having 2.4 Run in the park. and that for sure tt i feel like giving up .. in the end no la. i pass lor. ya, on coming friday, is e Nafa test wor. that inculde 2.4 too. can pass bah .. hopefully ..
i think tt i'm really as what ah ong have said earlier on, i'm still solfheart. am i born to be there? no! that for sure, today, that a evil fat bon talk at my back, why? i dim reply her awn. but just that e feeling was not good! i missed those days that we have our class memories.. but now i hardly have ones. because of i went to work, it's distance us apart.. ? i try very hadrly to cherished (them) the time that i had miss. but 1 give me e chance. Can i let it go? 27 may coming soon. few more days only, in other word, i only let a few more day to be w them .. after that how ?? i have been thinking the Q for night .. why i can't it go? of wat sia ? i also don know leii.. i don wan to be so mean / hursh. (1 day i will) i knew what dear mean, but her point was no totally wrong, but i just can do it this way. solfhearted bah. 26 may, it's the days i said good bye to all of them le. (drop tear) but will they give me respond? i knew in e first place, what dear gg to said, but sorry lah, i just can't let it go, after all, i think i really take them as pal/friends (all)
silly leii.. wei da.
i will rather u hate me! but i wont want u to be regarded like me. after all i really mean u well. hopefully 1 day, when i'm not around ( not longer contact you ) you'll understand. To e person whom i love. bless you w daily happness :)
as for today, wed. feeling alr low . . plus negative things occure! well, this is god will bah! wat can i said to JL ..? so piss off, only after that moment that thing happened .. i relised that i can let go le . . so, everything coming ahead, i will be care lot .. i mean it.
This is specially to miss toh. so wat if i give u a fully explain? will you be e 1 answer for wat will happen coming ahead toward me? Nope! so wat if u said yes .. you also dang bu qi de. everytime, u said " tell u, u also wont understand, but i really tell u, u will understand meh " ..
Sunday, May 10, 2009
9:36 AM
Let me love you

Let me love this world

For the post that i'm going to post now, i'm going to give all the explaintion to this people..
Firstly, FC, ya, it's you . .
you was told that u wake up late? and u need to rush ur time? (To be frank, ur wording in my tag was totally poor leii).. after ur sis give me e detail then i knew what are u trying to said. you was asking why am i so early to bring ur your sis for breakfast right? ( comfirm right ) this is because .. .. ur sis never have a habit to have breakfast in e morning, plus of all e time she never take dinner at all due to LAZY to go down buy?? .. plus if i dim meet her ? she will overslept, late for e lesson.. or indeed dim wan to attent e lesson.. or morever, she can cus of her "maid" choose not to go for lesson.. (bon ten sch ) she can choose not to go also.. cus she don wan to be alone.. silly right..? but right nw, i just built up " maybe 60% " of her confirdent to keep attent lesson in e morning, and have e breakfast w me, n be e early bird.. i know this is e sch whereby me n her hate, but it's still a SCHOOL right, i wont care abt others how late to reach.. but i just follow law.. ya.. to me, ur sis are like small girl to me.. u think she will "really" take care of herself? nope! for right now.. you know, she can even daily play com/watch show n forget abt her meals.. ( which i hate her patten this way ) i will take care of her due her age of 20s. ya, ( maybe due end of this yr ) who know.. well, this is my promise to her lah..
there are people who said tt YOU ( FC ) are e oldest sis wor.. lol right..
busy at this moment, at night then continue this post ..
all right nw i continue from here -->09.30pm.
i think u know her better ? if u will in my shoe, will u understand my situation? So, will u wan to wake up early.. or late for ur sch ? or u wan ur sis to " miss her breakfast / dim attent her lesson " you decide bah.
secondly, you wont be name, hope tt u know it's u. i started to hate ur maid! she too extra le. wtf! somehow her act is spoliting our relationship .. yet my heart are dem so softhearted to agree on something related to me. so regarded!
thirdly To ah lah lah tan.. i will never forgive u whereby u press my missed called. ya, having a meal with you, i think that this is e first time and last time le bah .. ? anw, i do enjoy e meal lah. lol. i also think that JT are " little heart eye " but never we can blame them e mah .. who call us ( me ) are pai kai . .hais, see long le, u will use to it de lah.. never will i care abt it if it not my " sheng yi "
i do agree on what u said .. but i choose not to be invovle, so do u ??
forth To SYTT, i still wont forgive u at all. which i told myself i want to. u act too much. that's e way that i look at e ur view, more like kid!
5) To ah green, it's not funny when e others make their mistake. but i'll laught at ur sillylese! ni tai mei li mao le. anw, u r small kid to me.
6) To ABH, pls la. think of what ur wan can . . ? u think they will help u ? u r so navie!
To GOD, pls bless those above who i name, with care, hope, n good health. Let's pray for them too :D
ABOVE COMMENT ARE PERSONAL, IF THERE IS ANY OFFEN, SO SORRY ABT IT. I WONT FORGIVE MYSELF IF I GOT THING TO SAID BUT THEN I CAN'T SAID OUT.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
10:44 PM

13/04 mon. lesson in e morning, to work.. home
14/04 tue. training, same lor. play w e same pp. well, keep it up. off day tt day.
15/04 wed. lesson then to work.
16/04 thurs. off day
17/04 fri. lesson was boring, wait for my time to work . . end work at 11pm.
18/04 sat. off day, there were training, but i dim go. cus i went to NPDP. 1 year only 1 time. so comfirm must go de lah. haha. after that, i went back to New town. for BBQ. due e next day then went home.
19/04 sun. off day also
20/04 mon. lesson remain lor. working after that . .
21/04 tue. training in sch. haha. final go liao le.
22/04 wed, lesson then go to work. ya, due 11pm lor
23/04 thur. went to see doctor at 3pm, kent MC for Friday..
24/04 fri. MC
25/04 sat. work 10-2. then to training . .
26/04 sun work 10-2. same thing lor, got training . .
27/04 mon.lesson --> work --> home
28/04 tue. kent de lah. go for training instead . .
29/04 wed. same thing also . . we went to book BMT to training ourself..
30/o4 thurs. off day
01/05 fri. May liao le. tt's fast . .
02/05 sat. Event ahead
03/05 sun. same thing ( to keep those thing that we told for e event )
04/05 mon. even though i'm tired, but lesson still carry out. working after that . .
05/05 tue. training
06/05 wed. lesson end at 4pm. went home and got myself change, then went to work.
07/05 thurs. because of some small matter, disappointed w dear, at that point of time, i'm angry w her also. but still i told myself not to ..
08/05 fri. problem slove.
09/05 sat. off day.
10/05 sun. off day too.
this above are keep it short. ya, due to lot lot thing to add . . right now i will post more stuff tml.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
9:44 AM
This is beef ofun

A good news to be share around w you guys .. my dsttop ok already le, haha, can celebreat sia.. but now i face this problem, time bah. no time ? probably i'm lazy.. ? tired ?? ai ya, everything can be my reason de la..
now, in jail. only have e time to post in blog, it's boring till, i have got nothing to type.. why ? don know either.. ya, just tt today i feel so emo, as if it's like monday leii, but today it's thursdat alr. am i waiting for something? what that sia? how long am i gg to wait..?
oh ya, Fiona chua, i own u 1 post k. hmmm, i will fully explain why i wanna ur sis to take breakfast w me.. although it's lame . .? ya, but still, hope u understand .. well, will post up soon. (right now ur sis is beside me) last thing to add to you euhh, study hard hor.. don't ever regart..
if u will me, what will you do? what i've choose e path, am i regreting? i can't any reason to cover this problem leii :( but soon, i know i will find it :) how much time i have ? alot ? not much ?? wah!!! i got few more thing not yet completed de leii, pls allow me to complete everything first can? this is my last request.. after that . .
i trying my very best already..
to love her, is to let go ..
Monday, May 4, 2009
9:02 AM
Did you see any one, in the dark dark night?


Same thing as usual, to sch --> waiting for lunch -- > continue for mock up lesson --> to work -- > home -- > sleep. waiting for tml..
well, today, dear help me to upgrade my blog.. part of it only la. not much, due to this reason.. right now my blog was upgrade by my " sis " ( we did not contact anymore? ) well, i just wan to keep it as a ji nian pin.. not silly at all. ya :D
hmmm, did some quiz ( was told by dear ) to be frank, i wont mind what of e result after all. ya.
ya, this is a bad news leii, maybe to me. i realised tt my computer like spoilt alr?i keep think of to by 1 leii, it's like R tt type, small small de, it's cost $699.00 ex mah? when strike 4D then buy bah.. cus i saving to buy SLR camera. ya.
pray for me pls.. THANKS in million!
thing to add on . . hint to someone, things never reach last minute, it's always will change de lor. ya, never will i be sofehearted alr.