wah! been long long time dim blog again le lor. had been busy in working.. right now i will post abt those week tt things happened..

30/03 mon - early morning, dear came and company me to work. thanks to her wor. she keep my whole morning so brighter! start working from 11am. break time at 3pm. till 4pm, continue till 6pm.. --> home.

31/03 tues - started working at 10am, break at 3pm. continue at 4pm till 8pm. actually is 7pm end. but ended up i wan kanna extent 1 more hour.. am i earning it ??

01/04 wed - i heard dear told me tt there was a gathing w all JT and JM, but i waiting to anyones of my jm to tell me this good news.. but there no 1 at at. even thought i was told by dear more than 1 week ago and e timing for tt day was plan. 10am to 2pm. i still waiting till e very last min.. but no 1 really bother to call me up.. others hand, dear don wish to go either, but i wish to.. well, it's just happened tt no 1 tell me.. well, we then plan to west coast to play kite. 2pm after work.. waiting in J library, till 3pm for dear.. well, think i'm getting angry till to dear dim give me fully explain for her late.. after all, u guys should know de la.. i'm e 1 letting her even though i'm not in e wrong.. how much could i been letting her ?? after play, went to "New York" to have our dinner. we ordered Fish & chip, Chicken chop .. bahh bahh bahh .. as to celebrate/gathering tgt. chat till 9pm. --> home.

02/04 thurs - working timing back to normal. starting from 10am, 3pm break, 4pm continue till 7pm. -->home. i miss dear. but she not by my side..

03/04 fri - today is a very very long long ay of working for me . . actually i'm working till 2pm de, but i was told to extent till 8pm -->10pm -->11pm-->11.30. summary, morning till end thought out.. dim went for npcc. miss them lott. i knew time will be past, but during my hours of working, it was like 1 hour told a zillion round to go.. but after all i do make it! i keep pushing myself on n on n on..

04/04 sat - the very next day, work morning again.. 9am wor. actually think tt i wannn fang fei qi de. but in e end i didn't. work till 2pm. went to ZFT for training. --> home. then 6pm gotta meeting. seriously la. got me there then no me it's still e same. make not different..

05/04 sun - work at 11am. 3pm break. start at 4pm again. 8pm. tired but i'm to forcing my eyes to open. go wei da. gg holiday soon.. keep telling myself this.. even though still got more then 5 days to go..

06/04 mon - work again. from 11am till 6pm. inculde lunch time. actually it's till 7pm. ya. strongest can't make it to 7pm. cus i have to go bank and solve my MC stuff.. well, it's still not settle.. F man!

07/04 tue - work as usual. i should be ending at 5pm today, after tt can company dear to swim.. but .. ended up.. i work till 10pm.. got event lor.. --> home.
been 6 days i dim see dear le.. are we look like couple? or more like friends.. ?? to be frank, can our relationship can carry on far ahead ??? well, not e first time she bluffing me le.. if she happy.. and i really happy too???? God know bah.. i will wait her till e age og 20s. pls grow up, dear..

08/04 wed - TODAY final off! been waiting for it. --> bbdc --> pp park --> movie (tiong) --> swimming (jurong)--> to movie again (jurong point) --> home. all company by dear (except bbdc) knew she not happy.. probably my fault.. for blaming her "anything" well, if u guys really understand?? who at fault, i no need to explain much le la.. it's pointless. well, she said call me when her things are done, till now still heaven? now alr 1pm n i'm still so silly waiting for her call.. i kept asking myself this during day n night, working nor having break time.. are we really wanna to be tgt? God, Pls lead me a way. Please.

09/04 thurs - off, hopefully my day turn out to be good.. need to go bank to settle MC staff as well as $$$$. every 1 talk abt "$". don't tell me u don't at all?

10/11/12/04. FINAL having a break for myself. not in town at all. i'm trying my very best to forget all negative! Win back a postive!

btw .. blogger.. i'm having a party tml, 9 april. message been aent to all who are invented.. but not 1 reply me. JM nor NT friends.. not even 1 at all.. are we still friends after all? well, i detele all their contact le lah.. after 9 april, u guys have to take it tt this is e fact! the always softhearted de wei da have die. i will be strong in myself. No longer solfhearted anymore!