why? probably tired lor.. well, it's a reason for me to covered my lazyless. for e past 3 days, i told myself to come on blog, and when come to time, i failed to do so. i avoid? things tt come negative. till today, 29 march. i think tt i'm running out of time.. of cus gota my reason to said so de la.. well, god will bah. To be frank, i really find out tt i've no time to company lovely. only yesterday, got a bit of times spent w lovely. but it's turn out to be black? well, partly my fault! but she also got fault right?? everything "i don know" i hate it! in e end, after crossing e road, i was dem angry of her word n i went off.. well, to JJLIM live music show, which i was told to company lovely n skip it. till v late.. 10 plus. counted supper (actually it's dinner) at lau pa sai, alone --> home.

today off day, plan as it's goes. it's qing ming jie. but to BI SHAN TING. ya, after tt when to ah ma's house.. (dad's side 1st, follow bu mum's side) then to cut my hair --> last, went to play kite. the moment i put up my kite.. it's rain!!! F right!!!! well, keep thinking tt lovely will appear there but nope is to be comfirm. she comfirm don know how to go there de mah.. it's sound like we are having cold wall.. aren't we.. ? how long can we go on ... lovely.. pls tell me..

how long did i not holding ur little hand?
how long did i not kisses you?
how long did i not hug you?
how long more can i go on with you?
how i could tell her at this moment, I Love You
how (her reply)
how silly am i?
how come it's will turn out to be like this?
how i wish she will keep her promises to me
how i wish she don disappoint me

Summary of every " how "
I mean my words to you (5th line)

From today onward, u aren't my lovely anymore. You are my DEAR. (a comfors name 4 u)

actually at this moment i really think i'm he most silly ones, keep contact things which i thing tt no result ahead. i knew it, they are push again me.. but why..? i'm giving up. and i mean it! wendy, i knew u help me alot. but i really wan to take a break, i sick n tired of doing stuff again again where those pps just said "thanks you" they take it for granted de!

Last night, have dinner w lovely. ya, after tt, can tell tt she emo at her alone. i was told tt nth happened? we both return home after meal.. you are right..? we sholud leave her a distant? it's to "her" or to "me" emo.. after reading urs bolg..

today, happily entre jail thinking postivite! ya, till to SW lesson. this is e lesson whereby i get get close w my jalmate. we waited till 8.30am. Jt still not around.. wat sia, then 1 JT told us tt there's no lesson.. ya.. WTH! well, i should admit tt at tt moment, i wanna think of leaving and go home. but soon, SW continue.. all thx to mr blue man (don know his name, just tt he wearing top blue)
so i name it as Mr blue man. no feeling of play bmt.. but play Vallyball instead, although more girls VS 3 boys.. of cus "win" de lah.. it's really fun! :)

well, melissa told tt she will be in jail today? after today! i decided to name her BS.. BS doesn't mean BiShan, but it's Mean Bull Shit.. her words . . hais . . listen will do.. maybe somehow i can't trust her words.. in lesson also like tt liao.. somemore in work.. really . .

as for me, i just lazy w to do so..

discount for myself early as usual.. i'm too much? who care .. tml face test.. wat nonsense?? or joke?? JT even not around.. it's call it a test.. donn BS lah!!! well, i'm not gg! fail? so be it! will give a final call to JM, then i'll auto hoilday le.. ya, my promises still there.. next term then said.. hopefully it's end fast.. fast .. fast . .

oh ya.. added on . .on coming fri.. i'm not gg also.. busy w stuff ahead!

was wordering how yr 1 now .. it's boring leii.. why choose this course.. fail what? cant take others courses? i'm still thinking navie tt i'm a art student.. so?

in Jail, let's keep it as a friends bah. i know everyones are towards only their self. cant be blame. sometime i do. well, i will still carry on w e charlet.. after all, i just wan a gathering..

fufill my wishes guys ..

jia you!!!