Thursday, November 20, 2008
8:51 AM
i told them tt return for meeting after supper, should b 1.30. waited till 2+ lor.
some of e thinking question killed my time. although it hurt, but i have get well prepare already.. so, i will take it as it is. everything i plan ahead (some personal stuff) i doubt i'll be disappointed. well, just waiting for mircles.. some 1 wanna continue to play till e age of 20. isn't it tt right now is time to change? but then i can't see any improvement.. so i bet, she wont change by then. so i'll really then reconsider our relationship.. yup..
to be frank, i dim love her but i missed her now.. i doubt this only for a period of timing, i'll be fine soon euhh.. cus.. wei da leii.. you think who sia.. LOL!!!
right now, nothing others then lovely n my perfroment come first.. other then that, err, just put it a side first lah (pps, don't mention) sound eom.. ? give me some days to recover n get back on line. yup. you know.. things gotta happened n it will, we hardly avoid, right now, i just want each others to cool down for some days.. ya, it's e right timing..? cus gg to holiday le.. but then it's painful too. cus we can't meet up daily anymore till next yr, n i think tt our "relationship will go plain" slowly, i will forget you..
i still love u as fren..
no matter how u treat this fren..
as long as u remember me, im thankful..
if we gonna remain as this kind of fren...
nothing i can do.. cos u dun wanna do anything to it..
this is fate. this is reality..
and reality..
is cruel.. <![CDATA[<br /> ]]>越爱越难过??
说 说你为什麼
为什麼要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口
分手的理由
但你却(还）
拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别 拖 拖 拖
大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走
我不会留 我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚
一句话就够
如果说你要走
我不会留 我不去管以后
多麼痛 多麼的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说
继续沉默
连朋友都没得做
为了什麼
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来作
我舍不得,最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的,错了就错了,不用担心我
我不爱你了,至少你记忆里的我是微笑的
亲爱的,有你牵著我的那些日子
真的好快乐.
Thx to miss toh, for her help n e chat in e canteen.. hmmm, fully explain to her le bah.. ya ya. as she siad, this might be our last yr seeing each other alr. some how wanna i owe her lot lot..
i wont used e words "maybe" or "probably" i will used it words as it is. ya. I'm totally lazy w PD. i wan to end it soon.. but i somehow just missed.. sound moodly right.. dont be sad k. as wat miss toh said.. we'll meet again.. well,well, listen will do lah..
tt all for today.