For e pass few days. Dim went for lesson.. some friends did call up.. such as yx. Rj & bomb. unlike e others.. heartless?well, dun care lah.. so sorry all right.. i just don't want to pick up nor reply those call.. i know what u guys gg to said.. but i just don't wan to ans it. well. u pp will think tt i'm avoiding sth?? so be it then.. morever, u all might think it's not worth it.. ? but this is e road i choose, & i wont be regret in any result. understand me all right..

I've been lossing a yr w them, and right i've e chance to get "close" w them. why not . . ? although knew tt most of them are heartless.. such as yc (knew long ago) 1 of e good actor in front of me. i'm silly enough, still take him as buddy.. but comfirm not now anymore.
you just have to spent more time on someone, and u will really know how a person real images..
this is a human test from god.. maybe bah.

if things got to do out but force? will u do??? sry, i wont!!! if i think it's worth to do so, i will do. Be it others give negative point. after all, i will answer for tt. if things are within my limit, i'll do so..
if there are really people who really understand on my view.. zillion thanks for u guys.

in some situation, weather there are me not . . it's isn't importace anymore.. so why am i'm i so stupid/fool still at there.. all right.. now, have a final answer, i'm not gg to take this matter very seriously and i'm gg to think only for myself more (in tt situation). human, are more selfish after all.
lastly, to those pp who shown concern.. thx. dont worry me all right.. take care of urself eui.