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LEEweida
Third Febuary
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Art & Design / Product Design Student
Zi Feng Tang Ginna
~~LYT Company~~
~~JCC Worker~~
Interior Designer / designer of photopages
~~Wei Yi master~~

want to be

happy go lucky
like to be happy
like to be myself
lot of thing to be complate in life
dun like to tell everyones (my story)
but only to those who understand

Aim

i will get it;

~~Be N.T UI~~
~~To get full family photo~~
Go Hongkong
Converse jacket
~~converse bag~~
~~buy DSLR Cam~~
~~pass my 3C car licinse~~
~~drive horda odyesse~~
~~buy my own bike~~
~~buy swatch watch~~
buy black version swatch watch
G2000 clothes
~~buy apple laptop~~
waiting 05 march 2012
~~get her e-mail/msn add~~
meet her for lunch/movie
~~meet her awhile~~
~~cook for her~~
start holding her hand
~~run 10 round ( inner )~~
~~run 15 round ( inner )~~
~~run 10 round ( outer )~~
~~run 20 round ( outer )~~

loves

it's for life;

dark dark chocolate
driving horda odyesse
speeding
badminton
chill crab
rainbow
sunny rain

hates

it's for life;

empty promises
people bluff mi
china chicken

Songs

enjoy them;

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

7:16 AM

Ytd, meet up a teacher, from QW. ya.. err, to be frank, wat he told was all bull shit. altought to others itmight be serous matter, but not for me eh. wat he say,there was some1 inthe age of 50+, take it exam.. ya, exam. cus of his paid.. i was ng abt wat if fail? pass ofcus got to congrate lah . right? we talk talk tak, till he tt teacher pai say alr. he asked abtm ex-sch. And i told him. Recalled to him memerious, it was a bad sch recently. i was like WHAT E HELL.. say my ex-sch till like tt??!! ( @$% ) as if his current sch V excellent like tt.. KNS lor. he was evil in e first place by say much of my ex-sch t so rotter.. he nth better anw.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

9:28 PM

i think im really tired and i wont wan to play on..
enough of all this nonsense already
please let me go (dead) plaease
sometimes i really wonder,
why some people just dont understand my situation

Today, Few "friends" were hated. They were in my black lised record. Well, i do believe they wanna find trouble for me. but dun worry for me! i'm well prepare!!! Just bring it on . .
1st to lead, why e pps wan to bluff me? U are in town? yet u dim even give a call to me when i need help.. even thought u told tt u are sick (if i believe, i'm really a fool) why??
2nd to go, why do pps wan to betreaty me?? WHY??? i dam dont know what i did to u and why u wanna did this to me ?
3rd to say, pls dun pull any third party down. they are really innocent pps. if you wan find me for troblem, Just bring it on to me.. I'm waiting!

Aren't i'm treating them good? But why they did this to me? I dim after for any return from anyone at all.. it's all within my limit.. aren't those pp are too much??
I feel piss off when pp doing all this nonsense to me!!! some kind of friends are them

Right now then i relised tt what wendy said was right.. they are pp who always ask for more and don't know what is call "zhi zu"

Today should be a day whereby i can be happy de. But all turn into drain alr. Dam sad. can i pray tt this is the last time. i hardly to get a chance to be happy just for a full day. Just 1 day for me only. plaease . . not too much bah . .

Saturday, September 27, 2008

12:51 PM

hahas - i told myself on tt moment. yup! thx to my will power, by telling me not to give up. even though it took lot lot of time to do. In the end, i really did it! complated it. it might be a small thing that bloger (u), can done easily. but need lot of nai xin to do it out. as pp who know me well, i also dun hab much nai xin to solving staff ? will get pissed off easily is things dim done well soomthly.. yup, but i will overcome it all right?! SEE!!! i done sth tt i can make myself feel proud. hahas. (must be humble =.=)

Wei da, Jia you. LOL!!!

hahas, self encourage self. lol! nothing wrong mah.. hmm, anw, wanna tell lott of pp this.

There are lot of thing to do? (complate in life) but it's really depent on weather u wan or dun wan to do. (of cus doing thing on the positive side lah). So, everything can't be force lah. Let nature take u e action.

Friday, September 26, 2008

7:26 AM

Hmmm. this few day been e same.. nth better to be share.

but this is gonna to be share. I don't need a third party to pass words. ya. i wont fully mention ur name. but i just wan to let u know this.. pls stop it. if u got anthing or find trouble? just bring it on.. don't pull innocent ppls down. after all, tey are innocent. You got it??

to some1, i knew wat u wan after all, (sry i'm harsh) but have u think u are right?

having chat w enqi, at old place. i should said, i understand bah. hope tt after sharing, talked, she will feel better? Let's pary for her :)

last? but not e least, i'm totally have no regret, if i just leave "this world" like tt. thx to all those pps who give me their colour, and it will be in my memories for life.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

8:33 PM

Today, lucky bah. Things done soomthly. yup :) THANKS GOD!

Felt so relax as everything have been done. ytd, enter NT. complate all those art pieces, handing up. althought it wasn't mine . . but out of e suddent, every promise tt i made was done. to her, yup, got a jiao tai le. the feeling was like a of all e painful just given out when i step out e door. it was totally in my mind tt i have already give up, and this is e correct choice i've made. hmm, but still i had to thx her tt she did give my a memorise date. so, right now, i wont leave any regret anymore. after all, everything it's gonna be hers.

Thanks God, u really plan things well for me. even though, sometime i hate it.. ? but still i take it. well, things done soomthly bcs of luck? probably bah. am i really following my heart to do those thing tt i wan =.= can any 1 suggesting me? wat to do next? or should i avoid . . ?

i dunno i left w how many days to tell her this, " i <3 U "

Monday, September 22, 2008

7:35 AM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

9:03 PM

from weien.

Weida was not sad but disappointed

WIll u be e 1 to hold me, if i fall??

Think lot lot of thing to be written in blog. but when come into here, totally forget all le. hais. maybe i dun wan to share bah..

i wont feel sad but only disappointed bah. things are promise but why dim done out? why? actually tok helpin cx in late noon. but she said dun wan wor.. so attrended on ken's lion dance. his frieds new shop open. go there help help lor. earn $100. treat lovely eat. those food there hor . . really have to improve lah..

then bike down to TTH help weien. mac for later dinner. en bought apple strudel to share, thx en. it's nice :) she wan me to promise her that if she socre everything well, i gotta treat her this. I was like LOL, that's not a problem lah. Rmb deeply, i did promise cx too. but i think she also forget le. well, everything she promise me also never done.. forget? bull shit!!! well, not too much bah, if my promise is empty to her.. ?

happy chatting w ly. after all chat . . relised tt she use "lol" for more than 40 ( total 43 ). i should call her Miss LOL. last but not least, will she likesteve like tt . . .? bomb me ? hahas . . shall see. but it's comfirm ttsteve wont fulfill my wishes le . .

anything i will update in blog then.

Friday, September 19, 2008

6:10 AM

Lot of thing to be share ..

firstly, two days before, at abt 11pm. online doing staff, to be frank to ly, feel like s pissed off lor. doing so much of staff but it's aren't related to me. hmmm, yc told tt he will be meeting me the next day as to collect e form form me but but, yc's words can be listen?? and i have to say, i dont turst him. well, a cup of coffee cool me down.. lol. Staff coming up. help on cx drawing, blah blah blah . . second cup of coffee was serve. all staff were done, finally. it was nearly 3am.

was thinking tt i have to return to BS for lesson at 8. ya, went to sleep after note thse staff.. wake up le, was nearly to 8. Lovely dim wake me up?? or maybe becus i'm too tired??? well, coffee again. went to work instead..

Due to ly's side, still waiting for her last pps detail.. seriously, was dam pissed off by waiting and waiting.. was around 10am, i think . . but when e second call tt i have called to her, i was TOTALLY feel lik jumping at her out!!! cus still waiting . . after all, thing got done. sorry me if i make a loud tone on you.

Dismiss at 4.30pm. Back to NT. have a round looking at cx art. was quote dpd. ya. my comment have given and she choose not to listen, who care on weather she rgret not.. same gone to ah ting. but after a compare, still think tt en de is e best.. anyway, keep it up pp!!!

to wendy, i'm helpin cx is probably bcus i did my promise to her to help. i knew u standing at my point, u might think i'm silly? not worth it of helping her and ah ting.. well, i'm totally okay if they take my help as granded.. after all, they are e 1 taking their result.. but them i had to add on this lah.. eerything tt they had promised me are all crap. (sorry me if i'm too hursh to you)

Thx for understanding, fully enjoy e whole night at TTH mac chatting.

Can some1 tell yc or mr more tt the 3 U.I kanna complain alr . . for not returning ? for too long?

was like lol ( laugh ) we have our own busy mah..

today, fri lor,needa return jail.. sian . . !!! :( boring . .

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

8:17 AM

Emo in black though out

Went to Jail early morming, for lesson . . blogger, believe? LOL!! well, after tt went to work. waiting for lunch then wait to dissmiss. steven, was miss. cus n 1 tt for us to "suan" (laugh) specially thank to M, for his understanding. but then, this isn't i think think too much all right.. in any situation, weather there are me not, it wont make a big different. after all, human are selfish!!!

in the night, company weien for a show.. kallang raor.. yup, boring of cus. but was okay w tt show lui. went to talk abt her art after tt. should say totally well done bah.. she just waiting for e date to sumbit..

so do my others friends in NT. later got to go see see liao. pray CX, bread, sakee will make it!!!
blessed :)

Monday, September 15, 2008

11:49 PM

Last yrs photo. can it be everlasting on? dream on weida. (navie ans)

Today, happy birthday to LYT. Today is LYT 3 yrs old le. but then, is not quite but was totally upset :( we dim celebrate at all. thinl that both of them forget this date le. thinkin navie tt wait till now aleast 1 of them will call me up..? but nope. time now is 11.57pm. quite disappointed on them. i'm silly tt still believe of "everlasting" "lyt" hais.. suan le bah weida. lostheart. Thinkin navie of the ans - 7 yrs later, we will gather in NT? this is a promise since LYT was form in 15/09/2005. all bull shit!! all promise are crap!

more ever, some of the T.C having their last day workin w me. yups. although there are some qi ji for some1, sadless for e others.. maybe this is godwill? our fate have come into e end. as for e other whom dim get a chance to work tgt w them. do hope tt we really have e chance to meet out 1 day. bloger got to ask me have i been regrating for bo ten lesson. (my ans) Nope!!! not at all. the only regret is i can at more of them as i know. but the others tt i dun no. well, tt's life.
pizza for lunch. a treat from Mr David.. haha, thx.. i'm taking it this moment as for celebration for LYT birthday.. even thought the other 2 aren't around me.

thx for those who really show concern in my study.. u know . . in some of e situation tt gg to happen.. u will really know who are e 1 do show thier concern and who are those just acting infront of u. seriously, i know! but then, i wont tell out nor get angry. it's spoilt my brain cell only.
I have give up. 15/09/2008. 11.58pm.

GOD blessed for all my lovely.

7:52 AM

Today, Mooncake Festival. Today, count myself lucky? off day mah.. went to singtel shop HQ. though of buying new HP on e sport. but then it turn out into e other ending. (was knew i wn happened in e first place). went to happy day. So, i shall drop wat ever is negative!!!

Night, had celebration w "friends" to be frank, it was really, sian till tt i took out i phone take pic.
but anyway, thanks to them for e inviting. if not, i gusess my day were be board as well.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

11:10 PM

memerious added. thanks to them :)

Happy birthday :-D

Went to book charlet after work

take note : it's comfirm!

Celebrate w me

This blog should be posted on Ytd. due to busy probably? but wat e busy i face? i also dont know.
Ytd - fews friends of mine so called celebrate their birthday. yups :)
first tt com into my list
Best friends
- Zoe
- alvin
- mevin
friends but not close
- yi ting
- hong yao
working friends
- aunty wen
- aunty cat
- zhi qiang

all above is in my record.

happy birthday to them.

bad news happened, too. for those who work tgt w mi on friday. gatta u guys know e main? yups. this shouldn't all blame to ben, but his bro. (totally at fault). well, hope ben was not in deep serious case. but this have to blame steven . . if i wan.. but forget it lah.
during lunch time, take bus to New Town. yup. pass gift to zoe n drop by to see my sec 5 friends. they are fine :) Thanks to them that i had a memerious added. LOL
return to work, long time chatting w h.wen.. all hab thx to this "work" if not i dun even have e chance to talk to them for long. every min was cherished!

today. same as usually, went to work. trainin after tt. congrate to my group for entring 2nd runner up. JIA YOU!!!!

next wk schedule

Mondy, for Liyng's side will to be busy,but not m side. ya, hope tt they'll not in sun tent again.
BOL

tuesday, for steven and gang work for last day. (hint to him) ask for if u wan to continue. i'll try my best to help u.

wednesday, a event coming up for every1, place is a bugis area, time will be 7pm. all are welcome. whoever wan to meet me, let me know ahead. we can hab dinner b4 entre. call n ask for more detail.

thur&fri, collecting of staff.

sat&sun, training

when on earth i have e time to meet up lovely? probably at e night?

to h.wen again : everyone can be in my "lovely" categories. so, have u know where u place at??

LOL :D

last but not least. i'm still waiting for "those" who want to find me.. but wan me to call them up.. tt no way man. dream on..

night everyone. Enjoy!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

7:14 AM

Last night-yup, fully counted as today le. Enqi rang on my phone. tellin to she dnt wanna to be alone. something was wrong. call up some of her friends. but none picked up! well,so i went down to meet her. err, her personal problem i shouldn't talk much. ya. just encourage her dun be silly, ever since u know e result, why should step on into it? let it go all right.

after all,i did tell u before. Now regret? got use??
hab a long long chat at BM mac. return home ar 4 +. tired. right now gg to work soon. (cry)

actually i dunno wanna to go out after helping of En's art. i told my self just care abt myself more then others? but why? well, forget it la.

Ever since i hab lost 1 yr, most thing got de lost, but now, maybe got return me some?? i'll cherish wat i have right now.

tml return to new town. Miss them lott.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

9:53 PM

All right, i will just said it. LOL!! not really a serious matter. Just maybe said it for fun?

Ytd, Totally thanks to Malaysia. having test till v late. althougt i did sad to so is cus of doing, but i really put heart and soul to do. Right now, wat should i do? can i still carry on in this jail?

Today, waited them at QT. work. later i shall talk more abt Miss Hw. work today,hmmm. quite enjoy for the first half, second half.. boring . . anyway, i still can take it la

after work, actually wanna return sch for doing art. ya, but breadon call up. tt sch was lock by the time i reach there. so dim go. well, go home after that. an hour later, weien call up, and dun know which backet tell her i'm free..? well, help her in her art lor. hmmm. did help her on it. her art work, quite well done.. but still need to jia you in order to score well. pray for her!!! late dinner again. a treat from weien. ya, thanks man.

To Miss H.Wen - o-o do drop by? do tax up eui. i treat " lovely " as in they are my family members. ya, dun mistaken it. in fact, there are lott of group i name. and just depend u(hw) are in which 1.
Example such as : lovely ( bro & sis ) 90 batch (heartless) 91 batch(memories) unknow msn friends. and there are alot la. ya. see which 1 u belong to? lol. others then tt. whoever wan to know, ask personaily.

Lastly, TO ANY 1, who ever wan to find me, JUST CALL ME UP. i wun call unless i find u.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

7:29 AM

What ishould do ? i wont care abt the ending result is wat anymore.. just is moment tt i have been thought, i ever did cherish it. it's totally enough.

later at 5, gota take test. to be frank, i dun really wan to take. i'm taking bcus of takin. no other meaning. to take or dim to take,also will fail? or perhape just pass?who care? seriously, there go hard on malaysia till to explainatin to tt bao.

chatting wendy last night, come across a topic, " what is belong to mine, do achieve/get it back " and i told her, what on earth is still belong to mine? LOL! relationship? money? nonsense bro&sis? idk. really dk. and don't wan to know.

why can't lovely understand my view, why? can some1 tell her on behalf of me. I'm tired of explain to her. as long as my conscience is clear. i don't thnk i'm wrong!!! maybe ur concern is too much?

- idk.
i choose 1 and i have to give up on another, pls understand.

Friday, September 5, 2008

1:16 PM

From e past to now

i'm alone,n wont i feel lonely at all

why not just let go

to let me find those things tt belong to me

Love from wei da, to all my Lovely.

For e pass few days. Dim went for lesson.. some friends did call up.. such as yx. Rj & bomb. unlike e others.. heartless?well, dun care lah.. so sorry all right.. i just don't want to pick up nor reply those call.. i know what u guys gg to said.. but i just don't wan to ans it. well. u pp will think tt i'm avoiding sth?? so be it then.. morever, u all might think it's not worth it.. ? but this is e road i choose, & i wont be regret in any result. understand me all right..

I've been lossing a yr w them, and right i've e chance to get "close" w them. why not . . ? although knew tt most of them are heartless.. such as yc (knew long ago) 1 of e good actor in front of me. i'm silly enough, still take him as buddy.. but comfirm not now anymore.
you just have to spent more time on someone, and u will really know how a person real images..
this is a human test from god.. maybe bah.

if things got to do out but force? will u do??? sry, i wont!!! if i think it's worth to do so, i will do. Be it others give negative point. after all, i will answer for tt. if things are within my limit, i'll do so..
if there are really people who really understand on my view.. zillion thanks for u guys.

in some situation, weather there are me not . . it's isn't importace anymore.. so why am i'm i so stupid/fool still at there.. all right.. now, have a final answer, i'm not gg to take this matter very seriously and i'm gg to think only for myself more (in tt situation). human, are more selfish after all.
lastly, to those pp who shown concern.. thx. dont worry me all right.. take care of urself eui.