Tuesday, April 29, 2008
10:13 PM
8:19 PM
All right. long time dim blog le .. so i have decide to blog 2 today.. all right// how u pp? oh!! thank for those pp who ask abt my case.. thanks so much! for my case .. haiz .. dun wannna share to all but maybe to some la, so not comment for that pls.=.=
For e past few day, been busy on e music secletion.. ya, only some are comfirm.. and i will post on the second blog. now .. i wanna share thing tt happened on last tuesday, saw dan ping, she was my QPS ex classmate.. maybe that e last time i saw her bah.. till now never see her le. well, she was in e same jail as mi.. went for badminton, hais .. lost my precious thing.. was quite painful but day later, i dim few e pain anymore.. maybe it godwill? think so bah.
Thursday 24/04, last day at there working for weekdays, not totall never work la. Still working at same place but only at weekend.. can't sleep well during e night, cus for the next day cases..
Friday 25/04, case started. anyway, whatever result it is, i have get prepared. So, to all my lovers, Dont worry la. This is my way, i have choose it, so i have to clear it myself.
sat and sun .. dun share le..
oh well, got 1 happy thing to share abt, haha, this i will post e picture on it.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
10:34 PM
I been long dim come blog le, cus for some internet problem. This few dae, been busy of planing song and not study. cus now right study is not my interest anymore. loss heart? maybe bah! so far almost every night after work, i went to wendy's house and plan on e stage planing, we dun mind of doing all staff becus this is all for yong an zi shan ji gou, so i think " someone " wun blame mi bah. ( still dreaming ). well, let mi continue to dream on.. dun wake mi up. Music is my life, i would die bcus of it.. all right, i promise to do a perfect show for it then i will step down. tml court case start. can i choose not to go? well, i ready for e ans. so that no harm.. but hopefully it's sentance can be lighter.. oh.. today is my last day of working alr, as in i can take long holiday. because ming is there. And i only have to work for sat and sun unless holiday.. tt all for this week.
Today's lesson under ming.. Was hundred of dem BORING. :p seriously - life is really getting plain as nothing to fill into my life.
lastly to add.. Thanks Joanne Ng, for e warm concern.. As long as u score well.. I'm happy alr!! take care of " my gang " if i no longer around, okayy?
More detail for Music planing will post on wendy's blog or my blog. carry on reading it. CYA soon pp!!
Sunday, April 20, 2008
5:22 PM
Money tt importance?you wan? take it then. All right .. can i have my way of doing thing this time round?can i choose wat i wan pls.. no matter wat u said, i've decide alr. I just wan u to appear on tt dae. I'll be happy enough. It might be my last time play on e stage..
for more detail regarding tt music dae.. i will post a very final detail on 30 april. This few dae i have to entre k-box to plan all song and keypoint of those music volume.. if there is any suggestion or comment pls feel free to give mi lui ..
As to achieve my goal to gold. built back my hope.
Saturday, April 19, 2008
8:40 AM
All right, last night i've a long chat w breadon and joanna. Well, they might have lot of work and strees in sch. but just hole to it lui, fews more month to go only. Then u guys can enjoy already. Well, 1 more week + to go for my case-.-if i tell u tt i not worry at all is to bluff u de la . . anyway, i'm ready for it to come.. so on tt day itself, everything got to leave to god! i believe in myself and only myself. In this world, there are no 1 you can believe unless they e 1 always be w you thought out no matter what.. unlike those type that just say say only only . . just becareful w this outside world. it's not easy to walk alone from e dark when r loss. What i can i have done out my piece, have u? do ur best if u out pp . . where by i belive u all can score well in o level. all right, i promise, if my case close, i will take charge of the music show thought. ok, wendy.. but of cus i need ur help la.. you see, i darm love music, so i believe god will save mi out from this case, will he?
1 week 6 days to start e case!
beloved to you!
Friday, April 18, 2008
12:11 PM
Why should i get angry w such this small matter? i wun! but i will hate this person!! by the name called p.y.w.C .. sometime i should said tt my area got a BMW. yup, who tell tt asshole!! All right, for all blogger information . . i Will NEVER bring them as my friends at all. Just drop this subject and forget it!! if u guys do know me well, will you believe mi tt i will do such a bad thing? ask urself lor.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
10:14 PM
Today, was a most painful day thought out my life time?! Of cus, this was just a small fly to me. Lesson was totally boring after P.E.. Mint tt ashloe taking over!! form 10 to 11 - - - 12 to 4. Lesson from e text book. LOL, i was like huh huh huh all e time lor. It have been such a long time i dim touch " text book " sian sian =.=!! TT A.H said test is coming from e book luh . . study will pass? so sry, i dun believe on that! anw, i have give up! My mind have been set.. and also, i have change my job from part time to full time. I wanna tried till myself sick. Not joking.. but dun worry la.. i will have off dae de mah :) haha..
here is to say i'm so sorry to weien, i can't help u in art on every monday anymore! but i promise when i'm free, i will help you.. and another i own wendy a ans! my answer is I want!! Thanks for ur scolding!! I can't let want my aim down, as on tt day itself.. ihope tt my love ones can come down support mi.. Tis comfirm is my last time of playing on that stage already! so i'll play to my top! =.<
Left with 2 weeks to gone .. and that it! cherish everyones by ur side pp!
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
10:18 PM
Ya, will you be still e same as before? ok, i will cut it short and sweet. Today onward, i wun be e one keep pesting u le. it only let e others to think that i'm a fool instead.. Maybe you will think that i was softhearted, but I'm not anymore!! that are pp who always take my help for grated..
Well, you pp know who u are, i wun want to name you guys up. just hope that u will stop it. And learn to cherish tt there are real love by your self. tt all i wan to say
Left with 2 weeks 1 day to goes . . . well i should say la, if i really not around anymore, pls keep my words and make me feel proud of you!! WAT more to say i've told wendy , ken and shi qi ( WM ) . . . KIM ( mei mei ) ( NT ) jiao yi .. Thanks you in deepply.
love you all forever.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
10:27 PM
Today - She piss off me . . HEY anuty, Better do only ur job, For other thing just u not need to care! I'll remember wat u said for today. I WILL RETURE U THIS AS IT IS E SAME TO YOU 1 DAY! So piss off!! better get off my side lor. I believe everyone hate u . . !
didnt know some other people could actually change to another.ive got nothing to say if you dont wanna believe in me.oh well,i've just leave it aside,besides my conscience are clear and got nothing to hide. Its no longer i believe in anymore.
left with 2 weeks 2 days
Monday, April 14, 2008
8:43 PM
Today, jail started. Same as usual. BORING. Just only tt our jail teacher gg to resign, And her last day is at june. Although she not a good teacher but can tell tt she did play her role. hmmm, all right, I will plan a bbq for her during e next holiday.
went to J8 for dinner, after that chat at kfc. till abt 2. then go home. NSM. Only just, saw Miss Tan.. 1 of my Best teacher, she moved her house somewhere near our my area. Hmmm, she was fine and doing very well. Hey, teacher, we will stay happy and u too =)
tt all for e day.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
7:55 PM
Today -
Today, went to east coast park in e noon. haha. this time round, i was not to be alone. I been there with YS and QF. Went there qi jiao chen. after that i was sitting near the sea shore that look at e horizen. was so nice that i took some picture. At there , my mind keep rewind of her . . how silly lor.. ? still think tt she can make it this yr. well, indeed.. i will just stand at e side to pray for u. To someone, enough of play outside. stop skipping lesson. I dunno why i still heaven forget u even thought i say i've give up. quite sad? can anyone tell mi wat should i do?
all right - i was been cheer up by QF. went newton food court for dinner. We order lot of local delight. And that include Tiger Beer. YS can't drink much becus he drive. after dinner, YS drive us back. Today was not e same as others day. Feel quite happy.. err, contain abt 98% . . . I told myself that only tt someone contant mi, i wun cantact her anymore. that all for today, tc.pp
11:41 AM





Yesterday - Me and Yc went to NTDP at old Chua Chu Kang road there. We were to by Mr Chen to meet in NT at before 3pm. So we meet up at around 2. There was only some of them that. We spent our time siting at e canteen till our cadlet change into Fuul u. Bus came . . off we go! Everyone chat alone e way. We reached, get sitted. Chen pass e cam to yc, everythng started. WE 2 started to take down picture, as to keep memories. Erverything end, all cadlet will having so called " dinner ". picture will take there too. at 7.45.. The bus came and we reture back to Nt. When we reach, The school gate was lock.. This was thanks to Miss Ang who lock it up. Well, luckly that 1 of us have e key to open. We then wait for Mr Chen to return follow by e G.O.H pp.
Photo taken again.. After everything, mi , yc and ben tgt w some other cadlet w for our dinner.at was almost 10.30. Yc order steam boat and was totally like . . . we do say that 1 yr later, and we will gather again.
So we dim eat much. I was cab home by ben and bernice.. tt all for e my sat..
2 weeks 4 days to go.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
11:30 AM
dun think in this way.. it will just have bad instead of good memerios. well, wat i told u, wat to listen or not... u decide ba..
Friday, April 11, 2008
10:06 PM
Today - Early morning, wei en call mi to company her for a run . . we jog to Tiong, then for breakfast. Back to NT- for Np. We had full of Joker around and it make e whole of every1 laugh laugh laugh though out. Well, this is e last time mi and yc going to train them. The rest had to wiat for notice. hopefull they will do us proud lor. Training ended. I went for wu shu training .. so call had a real fright w ah ong. Till to his mood lor. Today is he and his gf breakoff 1 yr.. well, sry, i dim let in. of cus la, if to let in, u will " die " on e stage.. never get in! till the end.
bye pp.
- left with 2 weeks 6 days
Thursday, April 10, 2008
9:49 PM
By now, I should give wendy a answer but i have not give yet. I also dunno how to explain. Well. today i've been avoid calls from her.. sry hor.
went to NT for " Art lesson " Today was e last time of going, if i've to go must wait till june alr. Gotta miss cx they all le. Hopefully, they will do well for their art. That my wishes to someone bah. Just now went to watch Kong Fu King, was alone. hmm, e show not bad la. hey, pp. You all go and watch it. Bach home for dinner. YEAH! Got training tomorrow. I weeks have been got again.. haiz ... need to return jail again . . . life going to be BORING . .. PP. pls contant mi at anytime.. Life going to be plain bread again.. But i keep my promise to Mr Ho.
Oh ya, another thing got to share w u guys up. tt a new dessert coming up on sat. it cost $2 per bowl, ( usually price @ $3.50 ) free topuping for sat & sun ( coming weekend only) come try it.
And tell me how the taste is.. The name is " taste of Rainbow Love " photo will be place next post.
Tak care!
Left abt 3 weeks.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
8:10 PM
Today off day, so i went back to New town. To do my art. I dim tok to her tok out.. maybe it'd my limit to her have ended? " lesson " ended, saw ben still at downstair training w e sec 2.. Mi and yc join along w them. Till 6, have some word w them. soon i left. took 196 together with Zoe. have a small talk with her.. Just heard from her tt there will be couple of big project coming up on june holiday.. well, it's like no holiday at all lor. Zoe, Take care of ur self euh =.<
today is nothing much to add. tt all. bye pp
- left with 3 weeks 1 day to go.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
10:01 PM
Just after work, boss give mi 2 movie ticket. The shown was " the Leap Year " In the end, we went to vivo city to watch. Candice company to watch this show. I had watch it on 29 Feb. This time round to watch it again, the feelng was not the same. I cried out at e cintima. lucky she dunno anything. Well, second time watch, it is still so tounching.. 4 years later .. will we meet up? I afraid was 4 Years later, Will that be still mi?
During the show, i was keep thinking of weather can i give up not.. but i consider lott, I give up. YOU can't blame mi, but if you do.. go ahead then. I really had enough of your nonsense alr. Just my last words to you is .. stay happy bah.
After aking up my mind, felt tt tt is a big air in my heart letting out.. it was so cooling. We bought 25 each of pork & 25 chicken satay tgt w 1 dozen of tiger can from Lau pa sa. Then siting at Merlion there and enjoy e food. after tt, home, bah ~ bah ~ bah~ blog.. gg to kun liao.. Tomorrow will be better.
6:06 PM



I swear before, i wun return back to e old path. Jackson called up just now, said tt he wanna find out problem to some 1. well, jackson.. better stop or bah. Before it late, return to the shore. well, tt wat i can tell you. All right, today kanna 24 hours jobs.. wasn't busy in e morning, but noon it was. now having break.. so come to blog. Don't know why either, Today, not feeling of doing work. It's seen like sth negative will happened to cx? hope for e best lo.
In Life, we should cherish what we have by our side luh. And not just let it go just like that. If God Give you e love, you must must use your both hands to catch it, not just letting it drop.. So if can, tell e pp that u love her right now, dun wait.. time is not going to wait unless you can pay for it to? i bet u can't.. Really have to cherish when have, once it gone, it wun be return.
If time got to rewind i'll be to love ones even even more.. I swear to god.
left w 3 weeks 2 days
Monday, April 7, 2008
10:20 PM


All right, i will be all right soon. Just give me sometime to settle so personal staff. hmmm, well.. today,as usual noon, work till night. home. rest then blog. I'll really think abt it and give wendy a answer. By pls let me think.. forgive mi tt i can't give in in time. well. pray for all my love ones good health
- 3 weeks 3 days to go.
Sunday, April 6, 2008
7:54 PM
I don't want to talk abt her anymore, she is a bomber. I wun believe her word anymore. All right, let's not talk abt her. Today is mei qi's bdae,. we went to k-box and had a celebration w her. i love the cake tt her dad bought for her. so nice sia..
mike drove mi back. home. then went to sleep alr. mm to o tired le. Well, meet u pp tml then.
stay happy and healthly =)
4:55 PM
I wanna take this chance to thanks my love ones who always keep company mi thought out. A girl who help mi to set this bolg. Thanks, Zoe. As i can wrote all my feeling or comment here. Nowadays, i've out tt Friends come and go by within days. For life friendship is hardly to be found. But since i have find you. Do cherish the time we had. Keep good memories tt we had.. What ever it is, bad memories. Do let it past and continue looking forward. Let bygones be bygones. Later i'll name some of my best frends and bro and sis. They are my love ones..
This is to my art student who really care for their art work.. I know tt some can make it and for some . . . really too sad to said you all are just wasting your time there. But i just hopefully u guys will do e best out. Aim atleast a better result. This is e last time i talking / negging this to ur all le. The rest of the dae, if u need my help. do give mi a call bah. take care well
My love ones .. ( brother )
seng , mike , wei guang , yin jie
My love ones .. ( sister )
kim , seekeena , cai xia , enqi , wei qi , pealine
My loveable friends
Breadon , huan wei , mac , joanne ng , joanne tan , ah neh
qiao fen , cheer huay , drawn
everlasting friendship
yann chwen , hui ling , steve , chong , yong qing , shi qi , and all e above
love you all Forever.
left w 3 weeks 4 days.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
9:45 PM
WELL, Today after work, went to my up seekeena at BML. To do her art. Finally, tt a planing in her final art work. A clap for her sia.. tml off day.. i think i got to rest at home bah.. no programme at all.. i think it's got to be boring for me. hmmm, who ever also can meet mi out to talk or so? as day goes, my current staff is going to end. feel great? but sad? I don't wan to explain much lah. well, just give mi some time to accept God will. when working just now, shi qi ask mi wat i wan for my Bdae present? it's alr over. i got everything and i need nothing. if u all really got e heart, do wish mi Happy Birthday will do. ( for next year ) i'll be HAPPY enough.
Thanks anyway..
left with 3 weeks & 5 days.
pp.. be strong and stay happy..
Friday, April 4, 2008
8:25 PM

When can i find back myself..?

loss in nowhere... help mi pls..
I heard from my Sec 3 cadlet this sencent "cry whereby it's over, smile whereby it's happened" well said. As long as you are in the stage, just do to ur best and the rest let fate decide for u. Today got nothing much to said. tml need to work, well. i know tt wendy will askin mi for e answer on weather to join or not. can i avoid? sry k. wendy, i really wan to avoid it. Let's let e answer to be a myster. Everything let got decide for mi bah. [ ting tian you ming ]
left with 3 weeks 7 days.
love you alott.
10:39 AM

My project for 2006

Qiao fen's product 2008

Brenbon's art work

which class i'm in?
What i own u, i've return all.. No longer owning you anymore. As for pp who i promise to, i'll continue to to out my best to you. What you guys promise me, is up to u on weather do u wan to keep urs words not? they are many many thing waiting for mi to do. You guys needa my help, just give mi a call bah:)
Last night, i went for e meeting, there was 2 news to be share. 1 bad and 1 good. bad news was - kanna complain.. Good news was - TSP going to celebratin it's 25th yr opening, They a music Day on around June. everyone got to take part. well, i think i will miss this. ever since i alr miss it past yr. LOL!! wendy keep sicok mi to take part.. well, i will think abt it la. I know tt you wanna said this " isn't it music is my life " why should u give up?? well, wat should i do ?
it have been dead since last yr. err, mostly my answer will be no luh. Have fun bah!
Thursday, April 3, 2008
7:32 PM
Just only when my bus stopped at bus stop, opposite NT. i saw cx, see was in her hurry dunno go where. maybe see doctor?? and b4 i could alight e bus, 196 from her side had come. whereby she bought up on. No fate bah.. haha, to talk to her today.. pray that she really do well for her art. Mr Ho's art club started at 3pm. so i had lunch with Mr Chen. then know that the annal camp was on Thursday friday and sat. all right, i will be there. but Chen dun wanna us to stay over night there. but i'm sure me and yc will sicok him to let us stay over. After lunch, have a game w yc. well, loss lor. . i will train hard.
wendy rang me up.. bad news lor, got meeting later. but she told it was a good news to be share. hai.. is at 10pm.. .. well, let's wait lor
i'll stop here. bye pp
follow e day go on and on..
10:27 AM
Ya, maybe drawn and ken, you are right. I've come to a sistution whereby i only can to my best. To my limit. and beyond my limit. O.O In life, we should find what/where we belong.. and not just waiting to it. so from today onward, i will be continue to find my soul. And i would let u down. so, i getting ready for e the on coming challages.. haha, bring it on. don't afraid of fail nor loss. loss or won and success or fail, they are just side by side.. wat i wan was just a touch light. to brighter mt way up. As for Cheer hauy there, maybe i need endless time anymore. i will go is to enjoy those music there. Well, as i believe tt GOD is the same and is equal to everyones. sry CH, if there is any offend on you..
i will be meeting u up soon.
forever love piano.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
10:15 PM
I promise that i will get angry/sad for just now. hmm, sometime i think that i should let go. well, is time to let go? Tml i will be going NT again. hopefully every1 will be there ? ( dreaming ) all right, maybe i should say that .. whoever will be there they will be there for sure.. all tt abt it. keep it up.pp. fews more months to go..
i was talking to seekeena abt talking a so call " family photo " as in " brother and sister " on dec 25. not too much bah! Will that dae come thruth?? if tt dae is a miss ... haha. .nvm la, but have to thanks kim for her answer..
tt all. bye bye
6:51 PM
Today i went to NT. - art room. To do my batik there. After putting e colours, i have to wait till it try.. so i seekeena asked me for help. i helped her since i'm free.. While i was doing her staff, she was happily chatting around. so disappointed. Others thing coming up next . . i will just to keep to myself.. hopefully she can will do her staff well. " Lesson " till 5. return staff to yc. saw kim and gang still around sch. playing near the school there.. had " hi 5 " with her ( kim ) LOL!
On continue . . saw cheer huay and drawn. Have a short talk with them.. abt that Cheer huay topic.. hmm, to cheer huay.. after all my things are done, and i will get respond to you.. but only if i find back what i wan .. if not i just go there for because you call me to do so. well drawn retaking O level MT, jia you =.= If you need my help, do find me k? i will try my best to help you score well.. while going back.. have a game with yc ( psp ). have 196 with Drawn , Cheer huay and seekeena.. drawn and CH drop near KH's house, they went to cell group.. to be frank lor, CH told me to go alone .. but go there do wat ?? just talking ?? isn't it waste of time .. but i promise i will go is because of i did my promise to you ( CH ). i still can't believe on it. i know u got my answer..
home and have dinner shortly..
well, pp.. see u tml them. =.=
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
7:27 PM


Today - april fool day. dim go anywhere. stay at home sleep sleep sleep. just like that 1 dae have been past alr. well tml will be better.. hopefully bah. tml need to go back to art room, Meet up Mr Ho and my gang up. lol! As well as to do my bakit.
Not sure who e 1 who come to my account and added 1 friend for mi. By e name of kai mei. haha. thanks anyway..
some thime i really want to say that " be the same " is not fully wrong. at least stay the same, i can know who is my real friends.. and who not..
life is plain but we should put in more colours. colour for mi can?
- under the sun of my slime.. i might be crying... ?
- under the colourful rainbow.. i might be looking at ur smile .. ?
God bless all my be loved!
12:47 PM
Last night. was note last min. maybe is good news to me ba. heard from boss, i off for today. Yeah! so good sia. wake up early this morning and reciecd a message from HL. Sry, i wun know how to reply you. is not the matter how u treat me but is the matter tt how your words hab hurt me.. so, i would rather choose to aviod.
no programme for e day.. hmm, tml got to return NT to do my batik. well, i've been waiting for this day for more then half a year alr. God, please me tt i could finish in time so that i could give it to Mr Ho on teacher's day.
let's me stop here the. cntinue tonight! bye